chapter 1: the real me
I wake up like every other day in my mansion. Tae's cute snore makes me smile happily. He was beside me sleeping with his face covered under the covers, as I remove the cover from his face, a ray of sunshine that escape from the curtains illuminates his handsome face that always left me speechless. As I touch his cheeks and his hair, a pair of beautiful brown eyes open and is now staring at me. I quickly look away and was about to get away fast as possible from him when he pins me down on the bed with his hand. He then forced me to look at him with his other hand. I noticed how his eyes grew darker every second that passes. He is thinking about something as he looks at me like he was conforming something. then proceeds to leave hickeys everywhere he can on my neck as his other hand travels down my body. A moan escapes from my lips. he then started to kiss me roughly with lot of lust as if he didn't eat in days. his hand started to move in between my legs and before I know it, he inserts his fingers in the folds of my vagina. A sort of electric shock shoots thought my body making me shiver. It was getting very hot, and I started panting. Before he could do anything else I stop him with the little bit of energy that I have left in my body. He looks at me confused and asked if something was wrong, I shake my head no and stood up with my wobbly legs and headed to the bathroom. I think he noticed the way I was walking because I can feel his cheeky smile. I got in the bathtub and thought about how I got here in the first place. my mom is a mafia and as for my dad he is a spy, that came to expose her, but she didn't know until I was 10 because dad loved her so dearly. but in my opinion, I think she already knew but because of her love for dad she didn't do anything until he sold her out and they got into a huge fight. my mom lost it and shot dad in his legs right in front of me and I was so angry at her that I grabbed a gun and shot her in the head five times. My first murder. for some reason I didn't feel bad at all back then until I came to know when I'm 12 that my "mom" kidnapped me, and dad was trying to rescue me. He took the blame on himself saying he was the one that killed her, because he wants to protect met. I can hear him talking to himself sometimes that none of this would happen if he did his job correctly. After all this I went to live with my real birth mother and dad went to prison, but they let him go because he's a spy. We went to live in another country where I met my first best friend. He always stood up for me when dad wants to punish me, we always got each other. I always got into trouble everywhere I went, but we always got each other's back. I started to cry when dad had to go back to our old country because of his job. When I turned older, I got my fake mom's legacy "because I was her only child ". I heard that one of "mom's" followers want to kill dad and so I became a mafia to protect him but unfortunately my dad passed away on a mission before I became a mafia leader. it was really hard time for me because I have none to comfort me or join me in my grieve. I think you can already guess that I already killed the person that kill him and wanted to cover it up by making it seems that dad death was an accident. that's when I met Taehyung, Tae is also a mafia leader. we met when there was a gathering. Remembering that I'm still in the bathtub I wrap a towel around my body and get out. Tae judged my outfit and watched me like a puppy the entire time when I was getting ready for school. Surprisingly, I still can't believe I will be going to that place. Tae forced me because he thinks I need to do what normal teenager should be doing. I get chills every time I hear that stupid word school. When I was done Tae is already waiting for me outside. I look at him. He kisses my forehead gently like he is telling me to "be safe" and I hug him tight to reassure him that everything will be okay. He reminded me to use my fake name and I nod. We said our good-byes and parted ways. To be honest I would like to go with him, but he always lectures me. If you are wondering why we don't ride together well, Tae is older than me thus we can't be seen together for obvious reasons. I prefer to stay home. I like to seduce him or get into trouble just so he can punish me with really rough sex so that I can't walk or go to school, and he will stay too and feed me delicious food with lots of cuddles which I love so much. we also play games and watch movies together. I pull up in the parking lot. I take a deep breath "hello sweet school" I say sarcastically. I sigh and walk in, thinking about how I am going to escape this school without my bodyguards knowing. Tae always ordered them to keep their eyes open and if they lose me out of their sight, he will behead them. I have the whole school platform memorized plus all the teachers and students. When I walked into the school everyone started looking at me while I walked past them. Even the teachers and janitors were looking at me. like I'm sort of a god. I wouldn't be surprised. I can feel everyone's eyes looking at me through every part of my body. The question, who am I started to rise between them. I sit in class early because I didn't want a big entrance. The bel rings and I'm praying that the teacher didn't notice me. But what I did expect? The first thing he said was "Good morning, everyone today we have a new student that will be joining us". “Please come forward Soo Min and introduce yourself.” I heard the teacher say, I just want to get out of here asap. I get up and looked at the classroom. “My name is Soo Min; I am 17 years old”. I look at the teacher to indicate that I’ve finished, he looks puzzled like he was expecting me to say more but I just and went to sit down. After some time, I saw a familiar guy walk in. but I can’t put my finger on who the guy is. He went to sit beside me, after the teacher confronted him for being late. After the bell rang, I went straight to the cafeteria a bit disappointment and bump into someone, I look up and see that it’s the same guy that came late, which his name was Jimin. He looks at me deep in my eyes and I feel expose, like he’s looking at my dark side of me, a part of me that I don’t want the world to know like he is reading it like an open book. I feel threaten and I’m ready to strike. It seems like he feels my bad aura because he gets back away a bit. Sorry if I offended you in anyway, he said with a bit serious in his voice that strangely calms me down, but I still have my guard up. You must be y/n. He said after a while. I’m too shook to talk or do anything. I get this stomachache when you get nervous. My insides start to turn. What should I do? how does this guy know my name? who is he? I look around to see if anyone is looking and looks back at him. I turn my head sideways and act as much as natural possible. who is that? I tried hard to sound normal, but my heart is beating so fast like it’s going to come out of my mouth. I’m Soo Min and I’m new here. The bell ring and wave of relief washed over me. if you can please excuse me I need to go to class. I said to him and left quickly as possible. I told my bodyguard that I’m going to the bathroom, so they waited for me outside. I look around there’s a locked door and a window. I pick the door lock and there’s some typical cleaning stuff in the small room. I look at the window, and I know that you are thinking what I’m thinking, and I did it. I stop a cab and tell him my destination. There’s a guy sitting at the other side of the backseat. I suddenly hear a familiar male voice and I froze.








