Addiction
Love? You think that you LOVE me? You're funny.
You think that makes a difference now?
no but I loved you I gave you my heart i gave you my soul I gave you everything I could!
I didn't ask for that. I didn't ask for you to come into my life MY life that I am in charge of. I didn't need you to take these problems from me. I was fine with you being an outsider a person looking into my window. No, you saw the chance to be seen as the hero, a savior, A GOD EVEN!
You're not listening to me..you need' help you can't fight on your own.
I can fight on my own. I always fight until you came. You made me depend on you and you knew that. You made me need you,want you, CRAVE you. Once you knew I was glued to your hip you leave.
I didn't mean to leave i didn't mean to hurt you. I only wanted what was best for you
you don't get to decide what is or isn't best for me. You came. You made everything dream-like and you made me crave something i've never had. You made me like this. You're no hero, you're no savior, and you are no god.
You look fine it was just a mistake
I may look fine now but the moment you abandoned me everything burned down. You made me go crazy over you. I wanted you back so badly. I knew you weren't coming back after a while. You made me burn any hope i had left in this sick game of love. I never asked for love until you made me crave it. you made me an addict.
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You are nothing to me. You do not have a place in my mind and i hope you made her happy. I hope you didn't leave her craving you as well.
