What if we never met

What if we never met?

How would we have started the new year?

Where would we be right now, emotionally, physically and mentally?

Could we find our way to those feelings that we made each other feel or would they stay lost in time?

Let’s say God strung the strings of time, and our chance of meeting went awry

And like star crossed souls we just passed each other by

Who would we have met to take each others place?

Would the other people we would have met have brought us out of our dark spaces?

Or would they have enabled us and kept us bent out of shape?

What feelings and emotions would they brought across our faces?

In this parallel timeline when we went to the beach. If we passed by each other would I have known the sound of your laugh or would you have detected my presence?

Or would we have missed each other with a sense?

Could we have occupied the same space and gazed at each other and sensed our timeline through each others eyes

Would you get goosebumps from a quick glance at me, triggering pseudo imaginary feelings that you felt that you’ve known?

Could we have bumped into each other and sensed that this timeline was a disguise ?

When we laughed together. In this other world would you have been crying or been in a more euphoric space?

When we met at the trains or lingered around for your departure. Would there have been someone to wait with you?

How and why did things align that night

To bring us together and positively disrupt each others life?

That night in this other world. Would I have just gone home and set in to my originally scheduled program?

Would I would have felt something missing, like feeling off balanced like missing apart of me?

What would have happened if I never got on that day? Would I have gone home and hoped to see you in my dreams?

Would you have been waiting not knowing what you were waiting for?

Would you have been looking and not known what to look for but would have felt the essence if you would have seen me?

Would you have kept chasing this phantom high that I brought you? Would you have kept looking and taken someone else to fill the void?

We are one timelines of many. Are we the lesser of all the evils? Or one of the best options?

We were almost a deja vu

We could have been figments of each others imagination sculpted to be coping mechanisms

Intangible ideas of each other pulled from an source material that we never knew but somehow felt

We could have been metaphorical imaginary friends and really be real at the same time

Without ever meeting, could we have sculpted each other out of the spiritual connections of our mind?

Could you have lived with this “WHAT IF”?

Or like me does that thought scare you?

If the other timeline set in and we got a glimpse of our dynamic up to this point in time and got to choose. Which timeline would we have chosen?

So; What if we never met?