Chapter 1
Life is not what I wished it was going to be.
Worst worst worst!!!
I mean I've tried to be very normal,in the way people think I'm even normal.
Chuckles
Don't even know what I'm saying.
I know most people find me very weird and unusual.
The truth is I try to cover the pain that people see as weird cause physically I act like I don't even care or give a fuck.
My pain!
Cause somehow I feel my pain shouldn't be disclosed...
Even when my head drift to think about it,I try to fight to regain sanity cause that's what it should be called.
SANITY!!
If I don't I'll go crazy.
Try to tell myself "hey you shouldn't be thinking about that"
