Chapter 1
the definition of life is just preservation of the inevitable of something that happens to all. so i accepted the goddess and her warm welcoming benevolent embrace as to rest in an eternal state of peace for she doesn't forget and she loves all. but only if i could hear her warm voice once again before my time was up and id have faded away into her gracious embrace as if id belong there long before i was born. i look up and ask her for those 16 seconds of eternity that id have wanted before i can repose and relax without fault as if to say yes she smiles and nods quietly and seizes my being before my mind could keep up my body had already been torn down and just allowed it to happen as if it was something it had needed for as long as i´v been mortal. then it started with her telling me ¨its okay now, i´m here with you¨ those precious seconds felt like years with her soft whisper like-voice and the mild exhale before rubbing my back while she had closed her eyes added a euphoric feeling to her sweet almost caressing scent while dragging her hands along my back as if to embroidered all of her kindness onto me to take away all of my sorrow to allow me to embark upon my final journey and allow her to lead me to my final resting place with her as i leave with no regrets or desires or anything except to be within her grasp forever .
as we arrive towards my eternal chamber i see a large oak tree surrounded by a field of dried wheat as far as the eye can see. what i see as i walk past the oak tree with her by my side is a dirt path that leads towards a bed with wooden pillars that up-hold a frame around a bed covered in white see through sheets. as a breeze sweeps along the wheat field and the oak trees branches tremble as few leafs leave the tree they fall and as one lands it sweeping under my foot as i step on it i feel a wave feel a sudden wave drowsiness as if to tell me my time is almost up but before i could react she walks up next to me, brushes her fingers along my forehead and jaw the sudden feeling id have just felt goes away in a instant. i lift my head up and look forward to see her waiting for me i talking walking towards her another gust of wind but this time it was as if too lead the way towards the bed. the goddess still in front of me bends a little over and look forward with her hands behind her back smiling while looking she says ¨ well? what are you waiting for silly¨ and laughs while waiting for me to catch up. halfway down the dirt road a see a flower along the road and pick it up the look towards her then she looks at me with a her bright seemingly innocent grin as give her the flower she puts it behind her left ear and asks ¨pretty?¨ i reply silently with a nod it was almost as if she had never seen or heard how beautiful she is. as we arrived upon the bed there is a few small stone steps up the stone as we dishevel the see through sheets walk on the foundation the bed rests on top of it is carved with slashes and imprints of as looks like a battle was fought on the foundation long before iv come here. she rushes towards the bed and sits down on it then she asks again ¨pretty?¨ this time while looking at me i replied ¨yes¨ while looking down and keeping in my smile. she pats on the other side of the bed while sitting down on the opposite side. i make my way towards there getting under the blanket-laying there she laying down next to me and grabs a hold of me While-list her golden hair on my shoulder and with her warm breath she says ¨ goodnight, our king ¨. my eyes start to close they blink once, twice and then it all goes black but i still feel her embrace, then it vanishes all at once just as quick as i felt it.
this shit ass
