dreams & shit
Had a dream bout us last night
You fucked it up again
& I left, havin nothin left to give
But you followed me,
Misunderstanding, you said
Did I overreact, thinkin i knew where this led
Cuz I’ve walked this road with you before
“Always you, no one else”
Of course I want you back,
Never wanted to lose you
So now I’m sitting in your lap,
Sweet hands on mine, softness of your lips
Taste of your tongue on mine
Thinkin it’s real this time
But waking is torture, cuz you ain’t here to soothe my tears
No one to hold me or smooth my hair
Reality isn’t a dreamscape
Reality is you’ve gone again, left me for dead
Alone in my tears, my fisted anger
At all the shit you’ve said
And why, why do I try with you
Why not moved on from you
Still haunting my dreams, my waking hours
And tho I’m so angry Lord knows
I’d crumple in an instant if you were here
