dreams & shit
Had a dream bout us last night
You fucked it up again
& I left, havin nothin left to give
But you followed me,
Misunderstanding, you said
Did I overreact, thinkin i knew where this led
Cuz Iâve walked this road with you before
âAlways you, no one elseâ
Of course I want you back,
Never wanted to lose you
So now Iâm sitting in your lap,
Sweet hands on mine, softness of your lips
Taste of your tongue on mine
Thinkin itâs real this time
But waking is torture, cuz you ainât here to soothe my tears
No one to hold me or smooth my hair
Reality isnât a dreamscape
Reality is youâve gone again, left me for dead
Alone in my tears, my fisted anger
At all the shit youâve said
And why, why do I try with you
Why not moved on from you
Still haunting my dreams, my waking hours
And tho Iâm so angry Lord knows
Iâd crumple in an instant if you were here
