Chapter 1 end
I wake up early,probably around 5am the usual...I open my eyes to see my beautiful lovey wife laying in my arms she's holding me so tight as if I'm gonna run away.
She has a soft smile I always loud her smile it makes me feel like my life is worth living if I have her by my side.
I get up and get ready for work,at around half past 5 my wife gets up I already prepared breakfast for us.
The usual egg and bacon...I greet her with a kiss on her forehead, she smiles and greets me with a soft good morning smile, around 6am we sit down and eat.
We talk about everything possible,we have so much to talk about...around half past 6 I get ready to leave for work and so does my wife,I help her choose an outfit.
And around 7am I leave to work but before I say goodbye to my wife with a kiss on her lips and she does the same...
...I am awakened by my alarm it is set for 5am the...usual.
I open my eyes,and sit up from the couch I've been sleeping on for 4 years now I'm thinking of how my back hurts and how tired I am.I've started to get bags under my eyes...my wife gets up at half past 5,I haven't made breakfast.
I greet her with a "morning"...I look at her and I jo longer see her soft smile.
The one I loved the one I treasured...she greets me with a "yeah same to you" she seems more of a stranger now...at 6 we eat the meal with made for ourselves, we talk about nothing,we have nothing to talk about...around half past 6 I get ready in the lounge and she gets ready in the room.
And around 7 I leave for work...
Today I got off work early... I take my coat off and sit on the couch I rub my eyes,i look around the room then at the table i see paper documents....divorce papers.
I sign them.
2 years later.
I've done nothing in life...I repeat my usual days,but today is different I got up at 5am at the usual,but I do not get ready I write laters...to my loved ones.
And she's one of them.
It's selfish of me but,I still do around half past 5 I prepare breakfast for...
Myself.
But it's different I make someone special for me, cause today is different,I prepared myself red steak and vine...around 6 I drink more wine...at half past 6 I change into comfortable clothes...at 7am I take a few Tablets...at least I won’t wake up a 5am…
…The usual.
At 9 I died,on march 27 1998 at 9:15am...
