If Only I Knew
Trigger Warning, poem contains mentions of Depression
I sat there and wondered
As this feeling it grew
What could it be?
If only i knew
I sat in the dark
Alone with my thoughts
My heart was racing
My mind was in knots
I sat there and asked myself
As the wind blew
What is this new feeling
If only i knew
This new feeling
It comes and it goes
But when i saw this one person
I suddenly froze
This feeling came back
With all its power
It was just a minute
But it felt like an hour
I wish it was clear
What this feeling could do
The power it held over me and you
This feeling is strong
And no one can escape it
It wouldn’t go away
No matter what id try and do
I sat there and thought
If only i knew
