Chapter 1
Chapter 1:
The bell rings signaling the last day of my freshman year of high school. I am quiet and tend to stay to myself.
I have one friend named Jess who I have known since I was 5 years old. We met at church and have been best friends since. She is so much more popular then I am, and on the cheer team, but she still finds time to hang out with me.
I gather my things and head out the door looking for Jess. I see her hurrying down the hallway so I call out to her “Hey Jess wait up!” She turns around with a smile on her face and waits for me to catch up with her. The first thing she says to me when I make it to her is “ Hey Alyssa! Party tonight at the Baker cabin?” She said it as if it was a question and I actually had a choice.
"You know I hate parties Jess…" I whined
"It’s the end of the year party! Plus you need to loosen up and meet some boys! Sara said Jason and some of his friends will be there! Come on! It will be fun!" she said
"More of a reason not to go. None of them like me and I will be bored the whole time. Plus seniors only want one thing from freshmen!" I say back
"Well it’s a good thing we aren’t freshmen anymore huh?" She said with a wink
I roll my eyes but don’t say anything else. She already knows she won this battle and we will be attending a party tonight Yay me!
I follow her to her car and get in. She chats about the party and what we will wear the whole way to her house. I had already packed a bag to stay the night with her so I’m sure I have something I could wear. After 10 minutes we arrived at her house and she sent me straight to the bathroom to get showered. I was only in there for 10 minutes before Jess knocked on the door and I heard it open.
"Hey I’m putting your dress on the sink and I’m going to shower in the other bathroom, You can come down when you’re done!" Jess says
"Thanks" I mumble
So much for wearing something I brought with me I think to myself rolling my eyes. Jess always likes to dress me up instead of letting me go out in my jeans, tshirt, and coverse all the time.
She shut the door and I sighed. I hate wearing dresses.
I finished my shower and stepped out. I wrapped the towel around me and I spot the so-called dress laying on the counter. That is not a dress. It looks more like lingerie.
I blow dry my long brown hair and put some curls in it. I never really wear makeup but It is a party so I put on a little eye shadow and mascara and finished with some lip gloss.
After I have finished my hair and make up I slip on a thong that I had packed and then I see the strapless bra that Jess brought in with the dress so I use it instead of the one I had and lastly slide the dress on. Oh dear god help me. The dress stops right below my ass. I’m sure if I bend over my ass and tits would pop right out of this thing.
I sigh and try to zip the zipper with no luck. I slip on the heels that Jess left me and then set out to find her so she can zip it. I knock on the bathroom door and she opens it. She looks stunning with her Curly blond hair and makeup done perfectly. She is wearing a dress identical to mine except hers is black and mine is white.
"Can you zip me up?" I ask
"Yeah" Jess said
I spin around and let her zip my dress.
"Are you ready to go hot stuff?" Jess asks
"I guess" I say rolling my eyes.
I grab my phone and follow her to the car. We get into her white camaro and head for the cabin.
I have met Sara and Jason Baker several times as they are good friends with Jess. I haven’t socially been around them just said hi in passing as they were hanging out with Jess. I try to steer clear of Jess’s popular friends because I feel like most of them are not my biggest fan. I’m sure they wonder why Jess, the loud outgoing cheerleader, hangs out with the shy, quiet, bookworm. Anytime that I’m not with Jess I have my nose stuck in a book. My favorite books are of the smut variety. I might be a virgin but I can still enjoy a good dirty book!
Jess said the drive is going to be about 2 hours. It’s a cabin on the lake. She said there was plenty of room for us to stay but I told her I would rather come home so she agreed if I went then we would come home tonight. We listened to music and sang along the whole two hours. It felt like no time before we pulled off of the main road onto a long driveway. Cars were parked all over the place. Great I was hoping it would be just a small get together, but this looks more like a rager.
I could hear the music from the road. When we got to the front of the cabin I saw people everywhere. I felt my nerves returning. My hope is that Jess doesn’t blow me off for her popular friends and stays close by. That hope was short lived when Jess got out and started heading for the house on her own. I hate feeling like a lost puppy so I don’t follow after her to catch up. I feel like sometimes she forgets about me not really having any other friends or knowing many other people that come to these parties.
She is already inside the house by the time I make it to the door. I walk in and see her in the kitchen. She has a red solo cup in her hand and I know it has alcohol in it… so much for leaving tonight. Fucking great. This is the LAST time I listen to her about coming to a party. She leaves the kitchen with some of her popular friends.
I don’t really drink but could use some water and the kitchen looks like the least busy place in the house now so I make my way over and open the fridge. Beer, liquor, and moonshine, surely they have water somewhere I bend over to look in the bottom of the fridge and feel someone looking at me. I look up and see Jason Baker standing behind me. Jason is friends with Jess and his parents own this cabin. It seems as long as Jason is playing well on the field his parents could care less about him parting and drinking.
“Hi.. Do you have any umm water?” I say shyly
“No… I have a crown and coke” he says and holds out his cup for me.
“ Uhh no I’m okay thank you.” I say
Jason takes a step forward and I take a step back. This continues until my back hits the counter and he keeps moving forward until his body is pressed into mine. He holds the cup in one hand and he rests his other hand on my waist. My brain is in a frenzy trying to piece together what is happening.
“Are you sure sweetheart?” He whispers in my ear, he is so close I can feel his breath on me.
This alone is making me horny. God why am I such a horny little bitch. I’ve never even had sex but here I am ready to jump on Jason Baker’s cock. Like he would ever really be interested in me. He is the star quarterback and I’m just a loser bookworm.
“Ummm is that all you have?” I ask because I’ve never had alcohol.
“Yeah sorry princess” he says his grip on my waist tightens and he pressed his body into mine and I can feel his hard cock on my stomach.
“Its okay… im not that thirty anyways…” I whisper not able to speak any louder.
“ hmmm I bet you would like it if you tried it beautiful… I bet you would like alot of things if you tried them” he slurred his words. Rubbing circles on my waist.
“ Oh ummm… i’ll ummmm… i’ll try it. Thanks” I say, taking the cup from him not making eye contact.
He lifted my chin making me look into his eyes.
“You’re so beautiful babygirl… I have always thought you were so beautiful ” he leaned in and whispered in my ear.
I just continued to look into his eyes nervously. I decided to take a drink to take away from how awkward I was being.
Just as I pressed the cup to my lips I heard the back door open and all of his football buddies pile in the kitchen with a few of the cheerleaders. When he heard the door he jumped away from me and started making a drink.
I just stood there with my back against the counter watching him feeling hot and bothered about what had just happened between us.
His friends finally notice me in the corner and start laughing and whispering about me “What a loser” “ What is she looking at?” Jason looks at me almost with a sadness in his eyes before walking out wraping his arm around his current flavor of the weeks sholder and all his teammates follow.
I quickly down the drink he gave me feeling it burn but wanted to feel something other than sadness and pity for myself. Also trying not to think to much about what just happened. He was just drunk it didnt mean anything. I quickly fix another drink and go out the back door.
I don’t see anyone out here so I make my way to a chair by the water and take big gulps of the strongly mixed drink. I finished off that cup and set it down. I leaned my head back and looked up at the stars. God, I wish I was someone different. Popular, pretty, happy, and confident that’s who I wanted to be. But instead I’m just Alyssa Brown, a loser.
***Mood Board to portray Alyssa but please feel free to imagine her however you want to! The photos are not my property. ***
