Chapter 1
It was the most beautiful day in the Year, the Prince left his room and went outside to admire the flowers. Today would be the day He meets the New servants And guards of his Fathers palace.
Oh but there was something Amias didn’t know, and it was that today he would finally meet someone for him.
someone so decliate yet rough, someone who was all he’s ever wanted in his life.
Amias hears his father call him down, confused as to why he had to be down there to greet everyone.
But he still goes down, his footsteps quietly going down each step.
Amias finally reaches the bottom of the stairs. He saw so many faces, but one in particular caught his eye.
It was a tall male, his brown hair that went down his body fit his frame so well. The way his eyes met his truly put Amias in some kind of Trance. That boy was breathtaking. Amias wanted to know more about him. He wanted to know more than that pretty face.
Amias stands by his father’s side. Nervous to look at that unknown boy again.
“Everyone, this is my son Amias. Please respect him and his every command.”
Amias father announced, gaining a weird look from his son.
“Now please introduce yourselves to him.”
All of the them introduced themselves, then came the mysterious boy at last.
“Hello Prince Amias, I am Azrael. I am happy to be at your service.”
Azrael bows lightly after his introduction. Each and every move Azrael made had Amias more and more interested.
Amias was so stunned, taking in his features, from his round eyes to his hands. Even the way he spoke made Amias crave his attention. He then analyzed the boy to the fullest extent.
“God he’s..beautiful. So so beautiful like the Stars that Glow in the night sky.…” Amias said to himself after Azrael left.
Azrael walked away, shyly blushing at the thought of Amias. But he knew it was wrong. He was always taught that men can’t love another man, it was againest God. He never wanted to disobey the Lord. Not now, and not in a thousand years. But he couldn’t deny what he felt. He knew what he felt was what he should feel for a woman. All his life he never felt things for girls, only to his closest of guy friends. But his fate went againest him. He was destined to marry a lovely young dutch lady, they were Arranged to marry since they were children.
But of course, they wouldn’t work out. No woman would be fit for Azrael, because his heart told him otherwise. He didn’t want to follow his heart. He wanted to follow his path of faith, but he had to choose one. And his heart was dear to him. But so was his relationship with God.
He went to the Church and Got on his knees. He didnt want to do anything but beg for forgiveness. he didn’t care if someone made him leave. He just needed to be on good terms with God.
“Lord, I know that I am a sinner. Please forgive me for loving another man. and please guide me to become more like You. Please help me to watch my words and actions, and guard me against future mistakes and errors.” Azrael clasped his hands tightly, closing his eyes doing so. His body was trembling. He was on the verge of tears.
“Oh Lord have mercy on me..” He spoke quietly, sorrowfully leaving The Church.
What was he going to do? He wasn’t but God has a plan for everyone, Right..?
Something had to heal him from this, right? So many questions unanswered. So many prayers never heard.
He was growing tired of this.
