Chapter 1
Fake love

āLetās break up.ā
āWhat? What are you talking about, Jeremy...?ā I snapped, adjusting my clothes after we had just given in to passion.
āItās my parents. They hate seeing you work in the kitchen. They say it doesnāt look good for our family. And Iām tired of their nagging every day. Itās best if we end this.ā
āHow can you say that to me now? We just had sex in a filthy storage room"all because you wanted to! Huh!? How can you be so shameless?ā
āI told you many times that it bothered me. And to be honest, sometimes I feel a little embarrassed introducing you to my friends... when youāre serving them canapĆ©s.ā Those words felt like a painful stab in my back that almost knocked the air out of me.
āYou... youāre the one who got the most out of my job, going on all those trips and parties, and now Iām the one youāre ashamed of? Youāre such a selfish bastard!ā I pushed him over and over again as the mansionās fountain roared behind us.
āHow can you call me selfish when Iāve always looked out for our relationship! I asked you, just for today, not to serve greasy, smelly food at my cousinās wedding and you didnāt care at all!ā
āItās my livelihood! What do you want me to do? Quit it for you?ā
āSee? Our social status is always in the way⦠you canāt even do something that simple for me.ā
āSo thatās what this is all about⦠the damn money, the status!ā My eyes welled up with tears, and with fury I grabbed his shirt.
āIf moneyās all you care about and our relationship means so little to you⦠then pay me back the damn phone bills I covered, my car that you took, and the thousands of dinners I paid for because you said youād pay me back when your dad unblocked your card!ā
āW-what? What are you talking about⦠Youāre crazy! Why are you throwing this in my face now? Donāt you think thatās really low?ā
āYou do owe me! Iām almost in the red because of youāand I wouldnāt have cared about any of that if our love had actually been real.ā I looked at him, on the verge of breaking down, when suddenly he snapped.
āEnough, let go of me, paranoid freak!ā He shoved me hard, causing me to fall to the ground, my hands taking the full brunt of the impact.
āOuch!ā I looked at my trembling hands, scraped and bloody, covered in grime from the rocky garden pavement. I looked up at the man I once thought would be the perfect partner for life.
āRemember who paid for your stupid catering company you wanted so badly, my family! So technically, you owe them the life you have now.ā
āI never asked you for anything! You gave it to me for my first birthday togetherāhow can you throw that in my face now?ā I screamed, my voice cracking with pain.
āI donāt owe you anything, so donāt go around telling people Iām some kind of deadbeat⦠or Iāll know it was you. Got it?ā He straightened his shirt and, looking nervously around, walked back toward the reception hall. I wiped my nose with the back of my hand, trying to get up while sobbing in pain.
What was I going to do...? How could I have been so stupid? Paolo warned me so many times not to let him walk all over me, paying for everything he ever made me spend⦠but I never imagined heād be so vile. How was I supposed to pay off all my debts now? I wiped my tears as best I could and headed toward the hall I had to finish my shift. After all, I no longer needed to attend the wedding as a guest.
As I opened the door, lost in my thoughts, I bumped straight into someone. I instinctively touched my nose, nearly falling again. He grabbed my arm quickly, spinning us around as he held my waist firmly.
āCareful!ā he said firmly. Dazed by what had just happened, I looked up, and my heart skipped a beat when I saw who it was.
āIsmael...ā I murmured without meaning to, his name just slipped from my lips. He looked puzzled and asked.
āDo we know each other?ā Of course, we did. He was my first love and the man getting married today.
