Chapter One
Glassville Pines, 1902
βIt could be worse,β Evie said, dabbing a piece of linen cloth on the small but still-pouring wound just below Rothβs eyebrow. βI think you need about three stitches.β
βOnly three? Thatβs not too bad,β Roth replied.
If Evie knew the orc let himself get wounded just because he wanted to feel those soft little hands on his skin, she would surely think he was a pathetic man. But it was the truth. Heβd taken a few punches on purpose.
Roth worked as a fighter in the pits, a huge arena in the valley, where orcs fought and rich men could place their bets on every match. Roth was the top fighter, and he had been for months. Nobody was able to hurt him, unless he let them, which he sometimes did. He pretended it was for a good show, but the truth was that he did it to see her.
Evie didnβt seem to be impressed with his victories, though. She was a nurse. She was always solely focused on her job: patching up the injured fighters.
βLie on the table, please,β Evie said when she was done cleaning the wound. βIβll prepare to stitch you up.β
βYes, Miss,β he replied, gazing back into her eyes.
Oh, those eyes.
Those kind eyes were Rothβs favorite. They were big and blue like forget-me-nots, the pupils circled with honey. Actually, everything about Evie was his favorite. He had been in love with this woman for months now. In love with those eyes and her strawberry blond hair, which was often covered by her white nurseβs cap. And her cute little nose and those rosy lips. They looked so soft. He wondered how they would feel against his lips. He wondered about such things a lot. From morning to afternoon.
Roth wanted her. But he couldnβt say that. Because what if she rejected him?
This wasnβt the first time that he was in love. He had loved before. It was years ago that someone had rejected him, and it was the worst kind of feeling. Way worse than having oneβs eyebrow busted open, and he swore he never wanted to feel like that again.
It wasnβt like he hadnβt tried anything. Heβd tried. Heβd tried to flirt with her more than once, but she didnβt seem to recognize his advances. Then again, maybe she did get it. She probably just didnβt want to flirt back because she found him an uninteresting, dumb orc, who wasnβt good for anything but fighting.
Sometimes, however, it felt like there was something there between her and him. A spark. A connection. Whatever it was, it was enough for Roth to feel dizzy.
Other times, he could curse himself for hoping for something that could never be. He was an orc, after all. The chance she was interested in him was small, although orcs and humans sometimes found happiness together. It just didnβt happen often. Species rather stayed with their own.
βMake sure I can keep this handsome face,β Roth said, watching how Evie displayed her tools on the small table next to him.
βI will. But you should be more careful,β she answered. βI know you have to take a few blows for show, but perhaps you shouldnβt let them punch you in the face, to prevent injuries like these.β
βYou donβt like having me as your patient?β
βI do. I like your company,β she answered, sitting down next to him. She bowed over him. βOf course, I do. I would just rather not see you in pain.β
The orc chuckled, right as she was about to start.
βBe still!β Evie was stern. She pulled the wound together, ready to start stitching.
βIβm sorry.β He lay motionless. βI think itβs funny that you think a mere scratch causes me pain. Andβ¦ I like that you like my company.β He closed his eyes right before he felt the first pinch of the needle, piercing through his flesh.
βWell, youβre a respectful man. Not like any of these other pigs.β
He raised his head. βWho? What do they do?β
βOh, gods! I said, be still!β She pushed his face down with her free hand.
βIβm sorry,β he said, closing his eyes. Oh, what a woman. Such fierceness inside that little body. His heart beat faster.
βIβm sorry too,β she answered. βDid I hurt you?β
βNope.β
βYou should really stay still, because if I mess things up, theyβll fire me. And I need this job. I need the money.β
βI will not move another muscle.β The last thing Roth wanted was for her to leave this job. She was the only highlight of his day in the pits.
As she continued to work, she said, βIβm saving to buy the farm in the mountains. Iβm planning on opening a sanatorium there.β
βA sanatorium?β
βYes.β
He was curious. βFor whom, exactly?β
βForβ¦ red lung patients.β
βRed lung? As in the orc disease?β
βYes.β
βOh.β
There was a moment of silence.
Roth didnβt know what to say. Should he ask more? Was it his place? Was it a sensitive subject? Why did she want to help orcs? Should heβ
βMy nephew, the first son of my brother, was a half-orc, more leaning to orc, so he was labeled an orc,β Evie continued. She swallowed hard enough for Roth to hear. βSadly, heβ¦ died from red lung when he was just three years old.β
βFuckβ¦β Roth spoke softly.
βItβs been two years.β
βThatβ¦ that fucking sucks.β
βYes, it did. It still does.β She cleared her throat. βIf itβs okay, Iβd like to talk about something else, please. Iβve had a bit of a rough day, so my mood isnβt the best, and I donβt want to cry.β
She could cry. He wanted to tell her that he could hold space for that, for her. But she already said she didnβt want to, so changing the subject was what he was going to do. βThe other fighters, do they mistreat you?β
βThe orcs?β
He hummed.
βNo, not at all.β
βThen who are the pigs you were talking about? You called me a respectable man and said I wasnβt like the other pigs.β
βOh, I meant Carlisle and his disciples.β
βCarlisle? As in the bossman?β
Carlisle was the one who managed the pits and everything that happened in there. A slimy man, dumber than his father, whoβd left him everything when he died last year. Apparently, dumb people could also do business well, because Carlisle had made this place even more successful than it used to be. Some fights were even attended by both kings: human King Oliver and orc King Hafford. Having royalty in the audience was a great honor.
βYup, the bossman,β Evie answered. βYou wonβt tell him I said this, right?β
βOf course, I fucking wonβt,β Roth answered. βYou can trust me, Evie.β
βI know. And I do.β
She stood up from the stool. βWeβre done for today.β
Roth didnβt care about his injury at all. βWhat did Carlisle do to you?β
βOh, nothing serious. He likes to make inappropriate comments.β She sighed.
βLike?β
βLast time, he asked if my curtains match the drapes.β
βThatβsβ¦ disgusting,β Roth said, scratching the back of his neck. Now he was ashamed that he, too, had questioned the color of her hair down there. More than once. But at least he had thought about it in silence instead of making her feel uncomfortable. Carlisle was an asshole.
βSometimes itβs hard being one of the few women working here.β
βI can imagine,β Roth replied. βBut youβre working here for a cause. Remember that.β
She nodded. βYes. A greater purpose.β She pointed at his face. βYou keep that clean.β
βYes, Miss.β
βAndβ¦ uhβ¦β She looked at the door when she heard voices. βCould you perhaps walk me home today?β
He may have let out a gasp. βYeah, Iβd like that.β
βThank you.β
While his stomach fluttered, he watched how she took off her nurseβs cap and revealed the perfected braided hairdo he always so admired. βYou knowβ¦ I could walk you home every day if youβd like. I could even walk you here.β
Was that too much?
A grin appeared on her face. βI would like thatββ
βYou would?!β He growled at himself for his sudden outburst. βI mean, it would be an honor.β
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