Chapter 1
How we are subdued and controlled contained placed in shelves and boxed in. How many doctors does it need to contain or sign a register? Sorry to section up to you.
"We are heaping more work on ourselves because we want everyone to like us."
"Of course we all adore you."
"No one loves a know-it-all all."
"We are very busy people must need not to stop because hurry life goes on."
Lucy is nine years old and already has a boyfriend he is so nice to her and gives her not a glare but a glance and they kiss under the stairs.
The man is in his twenties and he is the youngest of the males she is allowed to court. Her dad wants her to mate well in case she does not qualify and take a job and become like her cousin.
He asks her to be well-behaved and to know her manners. She is totally in awe of him. He hates the very sight of her and she is not enamored of him.
She is expecting something a proper proposal but the offer never comes. She is ever so disappointed and gets annoyed with her lady-like cousin for taking the time to have somebody else's baby and saying he did not mean what he said.
"Why?"
"Because,"
"He is unlike us we are the poorer section of the aristocracy we are on our way out and they are power with their golden gilded lives."
"I want some?"
"Well you can't have it, Jane."
So the affair fizzled out much to Jane's rage and she wept and did not stay calm what was she to do when her flower was taken and she had nothing to offer another rich man?
For some strange reason a man expects things from a bride much to her consternation she had no real basic training and she did not love anything but expensive stuff.
She went to work only to find out he was expected in the facilities she was running. She found the right dress and laid her trap. She did not know the futility of such behavior how disastrous it would be and how much it would cost her.
So she wore her see-through dress and went to it with a will.
"It worked he noticed me." She glowed in something like a child would.
Then she saw that she had to lay more traps and more until the issue became common knowledge and she did what she could to lay as many traps as she said it made it matter to her.
The marriage took place in a blaze of publicity. She was still youthful. She was still young but knew what it was all about.
She entered the gilded cage with her eyes shut and the cage strangled her. For the cage is a death trap. It eats the flesh as if the flesh is the only thing that it wants.
Beware what you wish for and then pay for it. The damning thing was there she was in the light and there was someone else in the dark and he was in between because he had hated her and her public traps.
But for some reason what he had done underneath the stairs was illegal. A whore knows as much even when young as when she is old.
So began the honeymoon and then the snap decision. Divorce. He had done the right thing he had done the thing that made it right.
How soon did they divorce?
"Never in all the years I think about eleven they have two boys."
"No yes because of the boys behaving very badly, they are now in something of an ordeal themselves. More of that later."
"Look nothing is going on between the father and the daughter in-laws."
"Nothing?"
"I am not saying this the gas is going the speed is leaving me."
"She had her dear friend take a photo and then there were missing things that no one found."
The photo was a fake there was nothing the matter with it but that. I know that it was not she said she was expecting her friend to find evidence and then it would be okay. There was not much else to be done was there? Parental ambitions in childhood lost the child inside her belly, not his.
Once innocence is lost the girl becomes something worse she is crippled with the loss and becomes loose and economical. Like money means a lot to that woman.
A monied woman and a wife deserted over. The love gone lost and lost. She becomes like bells on and she does not respect her body nobody respects her and then we become the legends of films and jokes.
"Because there was nothing to find out."
"I am sorry there was."
"Step-mama,"
"No mama." Would say her step-mama.
"So in this country with the Anglia where money buys you everything what does matter when we break the law and do all manner of evil?"
"Because we are not evil?"
"Two things happen when the law is broken."
"Travel gets suspended and there is nothing for the weak."
"We are head-banging the children."
When we begot the little thugs.
"We are surprised she died in such an unnatural manner."
When she died she was too involved with being the animal suspended inside her narrow cage. She dished out the dirt and then got it.
She was not a mean woman she was a charitable woman and she should not have died from the wolves who have nothing but greed in their eyes. The paper chases the man who chases the meanness of the lackluster eyes as if their job is to suck out the life of that woman who had become an embarrassment.
"She tried to usurp me. That is what Epstein said.
"Sorry, she could never do that."
"I had the crime of punishment."
The tide is turned the river has settled and the time is to bring out the dirt from the river.
"So what dirt was there?"
"A little girl was raped by the protector."
