Opaque pain
I BURIED MY HEAD IN WATER TO HIDE MY TEARS
The water i taste
Feeling of salty it shared
The flow of hidden tears
Story of pain it shares.
Gate of a lot I knocked.
Through its window I pepped
Who will deliver thee?
My teeth shiny in joy
My heart buried in no joy.
Someone should see beyond
Hold me!
I am too young.
But water hide it away.
Holy heaven! I’m insane.
Only thee that bare the taste.
Will unbaled the truth say.
About the heaps of pain
Hidden in water of play.
In life, I jump in joy.
In real I crawl to join
Strongly my legs are tied.
mother I called why am I so tight?
Oh! the invisible string of pain I cried.
Beneath the smile on mi face
Lies the heaps of pain.
The struggle not to fail.
Come forth fear not to stray.
For what will human say?
After showing the pain
Yet nothing to gain.
To humans I laugh
To my mother I cried!
To my father I lied!
To my friend I smiled
To my heart I died
For the pains are mine
Nay shall I share my pain.
Unto people I say
For the crocodile tears they share
Mockery powder they rub.
They want your gain.
Want not your pain!
They know your pain they know your weak
The comfort they give.
Behind, firm the knife they keep.
OPAQUE IT IS!
MY PAIN I KEEP