Chapter 1 The beginning
It all started before she was even born, life for her should have never began in the first place, The people in that household were damaged in their own ways, but not knowing or caring enough, they turned a blind eye to what was happening under the roof of that house.
They weren’t a good match to begin with, she wanted a certain lifestyle that he tried to provide. She was dirt poor but had greater expectations for her lifestyle than she could attain herself, not caring about going to school or working hard to achieve that goal, she set her eyes on finding a man that could provide her with what she wanted. He came from a family whom everyone in their town considered to be religious and somewhat wealthy. But considering the village was a small one with mostly farming and a working class population, it was an easy label to assign.
She was 16 and gorgeous, with her long black hair and fair skin, a curved body she showed off with her tight clothes and a face well made up to enhance her already striking features. She knew she was a knockout but she would never settle for anything less than what she thought she deserved, She would only offer her love and her body to the man that she expected to fulfill her expectations.
He a devilishly handsome man of 21 whose lifestyle reflected his looks, a playboy with a muscular body, a stylish appearance that reflected the Harley that he rode. Girls were attracted to him and he took advantage of that by bedding a few of them, but not ready to settle down into the expectation that came with marriage. Having many siblings with older brothers and sisters he knew what married life looked like and having come from a grand house where some of them still resided he had no interest in joining them.
It was common for girls to date an marry older men, being 16 was not that young in their town where courtship started, so having set eyes on someone she knew would bring her a better life she dove headfirst into a whirlwind romance, she knew he was easy to trap seeing as he liked the girls in his village but they were no competition when it came to her beauty. All she had to do was get him to marry and her life would be set, or so she thought, she had no idea that he himself had nothing to offer her except his family home with all its inhabitants.
Getting him to fall in love was easy, she dangled the promise of giving herself to him wholeheartedly, as long as he married her she would be his. He never met someone that made him feel that kind of obsessive need to possess her, he promised her the world on a silver platter as long as she gave him the chance to achieve it for her. In 3 months after meeting he had asked her to marry with a ring she never thought she could own, he took her to meet his family knowing he would have to stay there until he’d set up a place of their own, she thinking that would be an easy feat went along with the plans offered. I mean really coming from where she came from this would be a big upgrade to her lifestyle already.
If she thought life was going to be luxurious and comfortable she was sadly mistaken, she had instead subjected herself to the life she never wanted, even though she lived in a better house than where she grew up, she thought she would live a life in a beautiful grand house with someone to tend to her every need and desires, surly a family like theirs would have a maid and a cook at least she thought, but these were just fantasies. Even though she had a winged section of the house to live their matrimonial lives together, she was still expected to clean and cook for the joint household, as everyone did. But being that it had several generations of families within the house, this proved a greater task than she wanted.
She knew she had to take some sort of steps towards securing the life she wanted she made her decision on how to get it, she knew her husband wanted children at some point so she convinced him that they would be better off if he secured a job that could give them a place of their own to raise children in. She said she would give him the life he wanted as long as he provided her with the lifestyle she expected from him, it wasa bargaining chip she used to secure her desires. He took a job that would give her what she expected but the cost would be to their time together, which she had no issues with, he could work himself to death as long as all she expected was given.
After a short time he got them their own place away from the family home, building a life of comfort and security, they attended lavish parties and went to events she was never exposed to before, she got fancy clothes, shoes makeup and jewelry to get all dolled up with, she finally got what she wanted. So naturally she had to live up to her side of it and make babies, except she wasn’t ready to give up the lifestyle, she would get pregnant to satisfy his desire of having a family but she had a few problems. Weather due to her partying lifestyle or not wanting a baby and taking care of herself, but her body was rejecting carrying a child, she ended up having a few miscarriages over the years until her husband convinced her to go to a specialist, so with procedures and a change in lifestyle she gave birth to 2 boys in the span of 2 years.
Just when she’d decided that she didn’t want any more children and decided to go to the doctor to prevent getting pregnant again, her doctor told her it was too late, she was expecting another and she asked what her options were. Considering that she had problems carrying a child to term the doctor told her that it shouldn’t take any drastic actions to terminate and that she could attain her goal with just a chemical treatment, it didn’t work the first time so she decided to go another round, this as well didn’t work. She decided that she would wait to miscarry the child and deal with it then, but that didn’t work out as planned, though she went to the hospital thinking she was having another miscarriage she ended up giving birth to a girl.
