10 things I hate about you
I hate how you forget to kiss me before going to work out
and how you wear just a pair of sport shorts showing off your physique.
I hate how you see right through me.
I hate when you're right.
I hate arguing with you over silly things
and I hate you telling me my autism makes our marriage more complicated.
I hate how life took pieces of you away that you can't get back after a stroke.
It even makes me sad.
I hate how you fly a jet upside down, blowing up players on a map,
even worse when I'm driving in it, avoiding the explosions to not get killed in the process.
I hate how you turned my life upside down, even worse when you complete it.
I hate sleeping in a bed alone without you sometimes and the fact that both of us need the space.
But mostly, I can admit that it's not hate at all when I love you so.
With every beat of my heart.
With every Fibre in my body.
With every breath I take because without you, it feels like I'm suffocating.
