Story Notes

Welcome and thank you for clicking on my book Is It Worth Losing Everything!

There are a few TW's in this book.

It's a teen drama that contains cheating, miscarriage, and sexual assault mentions. If that bothers you at all, please skip those scenes or you can choose not to read this book.

I'd also like to note that I took this book down in July of this year due to the pressure of being asked so many damn questions. It caused a lot of writer's block and frankly, I lost the spark I had for the book in the first place.

I was so freaking excited to write this book then, but I needed to take a step back from this book for a few months because I had lost the spark until recently.

Please understand that sometimes we need time to write and I'm here to ask your questions, but I'm not here to ask questions about giving things away about my books.

Whatever may or may not happen is up to me. Thank you for reading.

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Summary

You’ve been with your boyfriend for 4 years. One night with his brother changes your life forever. Everything you thought you knew about him comes crashing down all around you. Your teenage years are turned upside down after you find out you’re pregnant. Deep and dark secrets come to light after you have slept with his brother. Many lives are torn apart from all the lies and secrets. Many hearts are broken. The trust you had is gone. Can you find the good after all of the betrayal between the two most important people in your life? Life is never going to be the same ever again. What will your life going to be like after that night? Cover designer - WheeleeReader

Genre: Drama/Romance

Author: Kelly Cottrell

Status: Ongoing

Chapters: 15

Rating: n/a

Age Rating: 18+

Prologue

When I pictured my life, I never imagined what my life would've been like if I had never fucked up so badly that it ended my four-year relationship.

You did yourself a favor, Rayeleigh.

Did I, though?

It was his fault.

Aiden fucking Montgomery.

I hate him with every bone in my body. He is the reason so much of the fucked up shit that happened in just one year. It was supposed to be the best year of my life, but it happened to be the worst.

The only two things that came out of that year were my 3-month-old twins.

Malaysiah and Micah.

They're my whole world.

Now, you may be asking me so many questions. Let me just tell you what my life is like right now.

Like I said, I have three-month-old twins, so yes, I got pregnant last summer.

The summer before my life became a soap opera. It felt like a big fat slap in the fucking face for me.

It showed me how well you think you know one person you once loved.

Aiden and I were together for four years before I found out the biggest secret he was keeping from me.

I get to go to the family gatherings as I am now not only his ex-girlfriend, but I am now his niece and nephew's mother.

Yes, you heard me. I am now with his good-looking, smart as fuck, and the complete opposite of him, his twin brother, Austin. The older one is the smarter one, remember that.

Knowing what my life is like now, I don't think I could ever change anything. Yes, I fucked up, but he fucked up worse.

I have to rebuild relationships because of him. I dislike him so much. It's hate that you can't run away from.

I can't show my frustrations with him because well, you can imagine the heartbreak I've experienced after I found out the secrets he decided to keep from me for years --- they came to light after I slept with his brother, Austin.

My life was perfect…until it wasn't. I thought I'd marry Aiden, but he decided to break me. Break me into many fucking pieces.

Something I couldn’t forgive. I thought I was in love, but our whole relationship was a lie. I hate to admit that if I didn’t sleep with Austin, I’d be in so much denial.

Still being lied to, and cheated on and everything was kept from me for years.

For you to understand everything, I'm going to have to take you back to that summer.

The summer when my life came crumbling down around me all at once while becoming a mother at just eighteen to twins.