Free to Love

I had just lived through a bad time. I am living with my grandfather Fisher. He has taught me everything I know. He has been my friend and never made me feel as if I was unwanted. My grandfather had once been the president of the Angel Wings MC. He is still the president."

The clubhouse is across the street. His VP is Psycho, he hates to be touched and that is fine by me. He hates me but I don't care."

"I ran out the back door to the barn. I saddled my black horse and took off riding across the field into the woods."

I let my long hair hand down my back. I stopped Black in the woods. I got off and walked holding his reins."

I got back on and rode back to the barn. I noticed Psycho standing on the porch talking to grandfather."

I don't know what they are talking about but don't care. From the look he gave me it has to do with me.

"I unsaddled black brush and fed him then walked towards my grandfather."

"Excuse me I said and headed into the house. I fried the meat and put it in the crockpot then added cream of mushroom soup. set it on high and grabbed a beer. I walked outside and sat down."

"Grandfather walked inside and Psych asked. Aren't you a little young to be drinking?"

"I don't know aren't you a little old to be so stupid."

"She is 23 years old Psycho my grandfather said behind me."

"I grinned at Psycho as he turned and walked out of into the yard."

"You two just are not getting along are you Terry he asked me."

I don't even talk to him, grandfather.

"He hates me and I don't know why."

"He has no reason to dislike me."

"I don't know what is up with him."

"I was sitting at the table looking out the window. I watched as she walked to the garage and rode out on a bike. I sat up and grinned. So she can ride. I wonder how well she can ride. I didn't know that soon I would find out."

I had left the store and was riding home when some bikes were coming behind me really fast. I turned at each corner road and then headed fast down the road. I heard a gunshot behind me.

"What the fuck. I thought. I rode into the club compound sliding my bid sideways as they drove by shooting at me."

"Two of the members threw themselves across my body to protect me from the bullets." One of them was hit for saving my life."

Members ran out of the club guns drawn and ran over to us.

"The member that was shot was lifted off of me and taken inside. I felt my bike being lifted and then I was picked up in someone's arms. They carried me inside for the doctor to check on me.

"How is the man that was shot I asked?"

"He is going to live." Thank god I said."

"I don't know who the hell they were or why they were shooting at me."

"I was just going home when they came out of nowhere and tried to run me off the road."

I would say they were trying to shoot at your tire."

"Who did you piss off Terry?"

"No one that I know of."

"Grandpa you know I don't start trouble and I am not a fighter. I am a lover."

"I don't know who they were and I really don't care."

"I am going home now I said glaring at Psycho."

"I don't want to be here right now."

"I got off the bed and walked out the club doors. I started my bike and drove it into the garage across the street."

"I ran into the house and up to my bedroom. I sat on the window seat and looked out the bedroom."

"I noticed Psycho standing on the club porch looking towards my window."

"Why does he hate me? When I first saw him my heart was beating so fast I wanted to talk to him but he glared at me telling me to stay away from him."

"I showered and put on clean clothes before going outback and starting a fire. I carried my six-pack of Miller Light out and sat down on the lawn chair. As I drank I stared at the fire."

"Over at the clubhouse, my grandfather was meeting with the members. He explained what and who he thought came for me and why."

"I don't remember anything before I was 12 years old."

I have memory loss they say. I don't want to remember."

"Grandpa said to not worry about it and it is in the past."

"I do know that there are some men I don't like."

"But I stay clear of them. I opened another beer and saw Grandpa and Psycho along with another man I never met walk over and sit down on some chair."

"Hello, the man I never met before said. I am your grandfather's third in command. and you are Olive."

"Yes, I am nice to meet you I said looking at him."

"I then opened another beer and stared at the fire."

I felt Psycho watching me. But I didn't look at him."

"I have never had a boyfriend or ever gone out on a date. I don't know what it is like to fall in love because if you do you get hurt. Something inside me tells me not to fall in love with anyone. Stay single, stay safe."

"it is better to be alone than with someone who fights all the time or hurts you."

"So I finally stood up and said good night before I walked toward the house. I entered the house and then went to bed."

"I slept really good that night."

"I don't have to work as I am worth $100,000 and that goes up every day."

"I dressed and walked to the kitchen making breakfast for grandfather and me."

"I told Grandpa that I want to have an inground pool put in. He was ok with that."

"I contacted a pool company and they agreed to come out and discuss the plans with me today afternoon."

I was sitting at the kitchen table and heard the doorbell ring. I answered the door and invited the man into the kitchen. I poured him a cup of coffee and we went over some of the different plans they had for pools. I decided on the one I wanted and signed the contract. I was told I could send a check after the work was completed.

The will start the work in less than a week."

"I was excited to be swimming again."