❝Mad Homme❞

May dies. June’s here. Spring’s over. Summer arise. It’s sunny & bright as fuck like the citrus cocktails in my hand, layin’ out in the sun. Champagne came next & an icy-lime soda. Smoked afterward. Stay out all day. Fully refreshed as fuck. Ready to hit in the water. Skinny dippin’ in the huge outside bathtub naked. The icy cold water pierces into the blood in my veins within my body. The dopamine hits hard. The sun calls again. With all the wetness needed to dry off, go back out for a walk, but nature literally calls. She loves you. Cherry blossoms, hibiscus, & roses. These are my treasures. It’s unappreciated. It’s amazing during the days when the world was shut down & locked. It was the best being out with the nice wind blowing at me when we weren’t supposed to. I can risk the disease & unneeded mass-spread fear. Walking out in the sun all barefoot down the neighborhood streets feeling my feet touch the hot asphalt like walking on hot coals as I’m used to it, connecting with Mother Nature. As if it was my soul that felt connected to nature. The scent of flowers & nature & the grilling fucks me septum very well. Summer days go on with the cloudy days til midnight rain & when it ends the moon rises as I walk alone late at night in my town full of city lights & into the nature night. Smells like spring & the rainforest. I go to enjoyable places like Starbucks. I’m at a happy place. I’m no trouble. Not at all. I don’t fuckin care about shit. I’m fully content. God’s satisfied with me. I’m satisfied. Stayed out all day til the sun set in front of my eyes. Nobody’s around me. Still dated myself, vibing all alone, & celebrated my happiness & power. Life’s so beautiful. It can be sad yet it’s beautifully amazing. Who knew? Sunkissed & nipples are hard as fuck. I never asked for this existence to experience the life I manifested yet here I am, soaking up the sun’s energy.

Live happily free.

The summer days pass a long time & I’m full of wonders & the same mistakes. I wonder why I am so lost in things when having fun & vibing alone. These drinks won’t last forever. The rushes will fade. I can’t chase something more exciting & amazing than the things I have. I save myself when I am so grateful to god that I got the things I’ve either worked for or was luckily given by him. The amazing summer was like a whole moon to me with a sunny feel. The moon sighting at midnight displays the beauty of sunshine to me. I’m elated. The orange butterfly enlightens me. It gives me so many good values I hope for.

However I go through my days in summer, if it was to watch horror shit at night to eat in Chinese buffets during the day, I always wonder if I should go extreme & feel the most alive. I wanna feel like I’ve done some terrifying risk to the point I survived death, it’s a feeling of having fun & that it was worth it feeling the excitement of being alive. It gets boring around here especially when you do not have the right people outside to accompany you while the ones you love are busy or require their own time & space to enjoy themselves. I choose to try something new sadly I always have to go at it alone. It can be fun but sad when not experienced with someone who cares about it. A terrifying but exciting journey. Yearning for something new, fun, odd, & crazy. I feel the need to change directions in my life where I usually wouldn’t go. Something that feels so bizarre but newest & scary but so fun that eventually, I love doing the best bizarre things after living in that moment repeatedly.

It’s honestly very bizarre. To feel like you are walking on a path of happiness but there’s a scary road blending with the Euphoria that comes behind it. It does get hard to let go of the shit that you sought comfort from but it turns out they are terrible for you. You have to let go of it. The darkness is not something we should embrace even though the world is a darker place, it doesn’t excuse disregarding positivity & certainly doesn’t excuse the fact that we should embrace the idea of doing something wrong. That’s not how it works honey. Try to change yourself for the better & continue the good things that have been running since day 1.

I wonder what I am supposed to do. I don’t know where to go or what to do or who to talk to. I’d take another shot at creativity. The excitement hits from there. Writing something new & something out of the ordinary. It’s the best thing I do. Live in the moment when creating & feeling intense emotions while in the creative process. Some can be fictionally amazing while others come from my personal dark experience. I am lucky not to have to go through the risk of love. I am lucky to survive from love. The scary journey from my experience of love in the past. It was all crushes & casual dating girls that didn’t belong to me. Nothing too serious like how people take their relationships. I’m so bad at that shit. Lucky enough to not be numb & dumb like anyone else in this world where they collapse when they chase love. I chase happiness.

Love isn’t a realistic thing for me. What the fuckin hell is love? It’s an animalistic emotion. I always have doubted the sense of loving someone or people in general. Whether it was strangers or close ones, whether friends or families or lovers. It’s hard. Nowadays society isn’t trusted. It’s bad. I had bad experiences with people. Thank god it wasn’t severe, but they affected my life. I could never be that mutual with anyone. Have been that way for years naturally. I always fell head over heels for the people I admire seriously, whether a woman or a man. They come & go. Now I’m indifferent. For me, it’s all a game. It’s all fashion. Love is fashion, a competition. A trend. I’m not interested. They wanna show to others that they got someone for them. Ultimately this can hurt others. Not everyone has human contact in their lives. Many people have issues, suffer, abuse, or probably never have a family to begin with. If someone sees you are boasting like a pig, then it’s annoying & can mentally hurt them. This world is so sad as fuck. Unlike this, People never seem to be the right one for me or to prove to me that I am a normal human being who truly deserves to be respected. Love’s a waste. If anything to save myself mentally from being hurt, I’d teach you a lesson to not fall for me by leaving you heartbroken. I’m known for that. I’m the heartstabber. You came to me & I didn’t do shit. You fall for me. I take you as something else. Platonic or a threat. I’m unintentionally how I am when it comes to love. I don’t recognize the pain I inflicted on you. It’s not my fault you felt this way about me. It’s your mistake.

As they say, nobody’s not looking for love. There’ll always be someone or something to chase. Something that can make you feel good to be loved for whatever reason. We never know why. I think the reason for that is to fill our voids with something that makes us feel like we’re special or valued by another human being or by awards. Never liked that feeling of being loved yet it’s something that bugs me. If anything, I want to be happy in life, luckily I am. I fear losing that in the future. It’s always easy in the beginning. The fears grow in us as we age or move forward in life & worry if that happiness we try to maintain will last long. Life’s hard. It’ll throw obstacles at us to endure. Love numbs hardships since people move for someone. I’d move forward without having to stay around love & be happy when I’m alive, no matter what the situation. I want to endure it. I do pray often that not much bad would happen to me as it didn’t happen recently, which I’m grateful for. I try my very best to be fine & do things that make me feel high in a good way. The good things I do makes me feel high. I want to be high up in space. I want to be too much. God would be proud of me whenever I work my way around in life in good or bad or neutral situations. I’ll prevail. I appreciated God. I also appreciated my family within my circle. It’s not the same if I do it with people. I wish I could just tell God that it’s hard to make connections or family with others outside my circle. We all live on the same planet. We have to get along in some way. I wish I was appreciated. God would be proud. I can’t. I’m unsure if people will stay with me for who I am for life.

There’s a story I’ll tell without me involved but there are mistakes I made before just like that character I made did. I’m the one who’s hurt even though I hurt you. I’ve been the heartless fucker who heart-stabbed someone who failed to enter my life & fuck my mind with love. I take precautions. Avoid bringing anyone new into my life as I cannot withstand the possibility of being mistreated as I felt in the past. People cheat & lie. People have each other out in the stranger world when you walk into the real world from your comfort circle. I don’t have anyone that cares for me when I’m away from my circle. Anyways. Let’s get to the journey where someone died from love.

“Not Looking For Love”

In a land in Japan that’s isolated away from the city in the 3000s, a lonely desi businessman named Aman lives in a nice house by himself in Tokyo. He stares at the city lights that reflect afar to his balcony. Aman wonders in his life that things are great from his past pain & is happily content in the life he’s now living but he still is depressed as he lives alone & not having to have any sort of human contact in life for decades. Someone needed to fill his void. He doesn’t know what. He needed to survive in life without having to stay in the lonely life where the demons that spoke to him, slowly consumed him.

As the months go by, Aman is so done living in this darkness of his life he decides to take a new path as a story writer. He once was before but his career boosted in business so he got back to something in the past he enjoyed but took a new direction. He spent some time writing something new. Later, He watched on television that something was loose. A robot. It fell somewhere from space. The AI looked cosmic. It went missing & needed to be found as soon as possible since people assumed it was a threat to the Earth. Aman is already in distress. He was determined to make changes in his life & this news of a loose droid was giving him fear that the society wasn’t going to last long & he wouldn’t experience the happiness he might have with someone who may fill his void soon. He gets to bed all restless, thinking a lot till the next day he wakes up later than usual.

Aman enters a café. A sweet woman, London, a beautiful brunette with bold blue eyes, stares at him with interest. She was almost with a guy but didn’t know if he was certain to accept a future with her or if he ever wanted her. London likes Aman even though she doesn’t know him. He took his latte & spotted her. He finds her attractive as well. Thoughts occurred in his mind. The demons provoked him, saying she might hurt him in the end. He, this time, tuned them off. He was not letting them win anymore. London walks up to Aman, clears her flaws, & gets ready to talk to him. They greeted & made small talk that eventually led to hours of speaking. Losing track of time.

It was a soothing great time. London felt she was high on the clouds when getting to know him. Aman felt like his heart was finally touched by someone who could potentially change his life forever. They shared some flaws & their best, feeling amazing highs. She persists in asking him about his personal life. Aman felt weird as he just wanted connection in his life but not in the way of love. He knew if he kept on pursuing that feeling, it would eventually destroy him. He didn’t want that. London had to get going giving a goodbye gesture to him with a giggle. Aman smiled simply & waved back. He went home with her imprinted on his mind. She entered his life & made him feel happy with someone for the first time. She got to know his side & his sufferings. She gave her positive energy to him that might save him from his dark sad life. All that provoking was worth it to her. London wanted to know everything about him as she spoke a lot about herself to him.

London goes back home to a guy she was almost with, Adheesh. He questioned why she’s too bubbly. She replied to him, “I’m just so excited to see you na.” He seemed uncertain & didn’t fully have any interest in wanting to be with her. London always dreamt of having a future life with Adheesh. Both of their families supported their being together & gave them their blessings in excitement. Adheesh’s mind was not clear on being with London as he had more ambitions & other things he liked. He’s always distracted by things he likes & to chase. Girls, goals, & useless shits. London knows this & is sure he’d snap out of it since he had a slight interest in her & his family encouraged it. Despite this, the difficult moments she’s faced in her life, deep down she kept a positive outlook in life that life can get better than before. She also had an interest in Aman. It’s too strong. Telling herself she can’t look for love if she already found one. Her heart says it’s someone else. Aman’s just a stranger she met at a café & her heart burned in love. Adheesh was someone she had known for a while & they seemed to slightly click. Her dreams about him went wild. Somehow it felt wrong she was into both. She’s conflicted about whom she loves the most yet we’ll see where it takes her. To find who she loved, or most importantly, who truly loved her for her.

Meanwhile, Aman went home to continue to work on his story. Until then, someone broke into his house. Aman took out a weapon to see who it was. They might jump out of nowhere. So far no signs. The living room was dark & empty. He sighs. The silence was strong. A silhouette jumped & hid under the table. Aman’s eyes catched the silhouette within an instant & kicked the table away only to see a frightened creature. A human-like robot. Aman’s confused about why he’s here. Why his house? His house was far from the city. The robot figured he’d stay far away from the city where crowds could find him. Aman’s house was perfect. It’s far away, all isolated. In a fearful but monotone voice, the robot introduced himself & greeted Aman. Aman did the same. He was amazed. The robot, Evan3ooo, was life-like & possessed special purposes. Aman heard about what happened to Evan. He decided to let him stay in his home for safety. With a feeling of ease, Evan thanked Aman. They made small talk. Aman was sweet to him. Aman walked into the other room. Evan watched him leave feeling something odd but a special intense feeling hit through his circuit system.

Love.

The next day, Aman woke up. Ready to see London again. Evan was curious about where he was going. He made him breakfast instead of Aman having to usually go out & eat before starting something. It was stormy. Evan suggests Aman stay inside to eat. Evan watched him eat. He thought to himself: he’s a droid. If he couldn’t eat, why could he feel the love? All he can do is to be a service to assist humans. No veins, all circuits. No emotions. Just an AI. He had a lover but it wasn’t warm & entirely different apart from real love. So he can’t get why he felt emotions for Aman. He doesn’t understand. Aman was so nice to him. Evan wanted to know more about him. Aman obliged & told him some things. He kept the rest to himself but the robot already sensed sadness inside him with complete sympathy. Evan felt his pain. He kept quiet in hopes that his love could save him. The times passed with Aman & Evan sharing platonic moments. Evan took it as affection. Eventually, Aman felt the same. No one did amazing things to him as Evan did. It was flattering. Aman shook the feeling off as a sweet gesture & the robot not being exposed much to kindness & human interaction.

Days later, London left home to see Aman. She lived alone. When seeing Adheesh, she had to go 12 miles to see him. His family lived in another country. London only had a mom, grandma, & great-grandmother. They lived in Copenhagen. She calls them whenever she has time. She wanted to see Aman this time. Adheesh was off to watch a match with friends. She meets up with Aman at an art museum where they see many exhibitions that took place in the 2000s & 1800s’. They talked about how amazing the exhibitions are & what the future holds next. Later, they walked inside another café, talking about their personal life. Aman is still preserved. London sees his feelings. She understood him well & talked a lot to get his mind off his pain from the past. She got him to tell him everything about himself & she felt proud to help him out. London tells him that she was trying to get engaged with Adheesh in excitement. Aman was happy to know. Although he liked her, he couldn’t let anyone in his life as he wasn’t looking. Still, demons chant to him that anyone could hurt him anytime or mess up his goals for the future. He already has left a woman due to her bad acts & disloyalty. Aman’s dad passed. His mother is far away in another country so it’s hard to get to her. In-person was best for both him & his mother. Aman had friends but left them. They too are not good people. All full of ambitions & hate toward others. London felt so sorry for him. With all her best advice given, she prayed for him with best wishes sent to him. London knew Aman had prayed for her since things got a lot better for her whenever he was around her. Aman smiled. No one else ever thought about him & prayed for him besides his mother. London hugs Aman tightly & runs off to Adheesh’s car. He parked his car & waited for her. Adheesh waves at Aman as a “thanks’ ′ gesture for accompanying London. Aman watches the car drive off with London peeking out the car window, waving at him with a bright smile. Aman arrived home with Evan surprising him with renovations of his home. The old look of his home was dull so Evan made arrangements. Aman loved how the ho looked & touched his heart of glass displayed on Evan’s chest. Evan’s heart glowed as a sign of love. Evan displayed sweet gestures & sympathy, which proves that he loved Aman. Aman wasn’t sure. Eventually, the more they spend time together, Aman falls for Evan even though he’s a droid, Aman never had any sort of connection with another.

Aman & Evan got the time to share some things about themselves in the living room. In a tranquil atmosphere, Evan admitted he never felt any affection with a human. He even tells Aman that he was taken but due to an incident that occurred in his life outside of Earth, he was separated from his lover. Wanted by many due to him being a beautiful humanoid product. Kidnapped. Evan managed to escape. He found himself stranded in the city & ran off to find a private place. Aman assures his house is also Evan’s, implying he won’t let him leave & keep him safe. Aman made sure Evan felt welcomed, safe, loved, & appreciated. Evan stares up & below at Aman, admiring his features. He kept the feeling to himself. He didn’t want to ruin whatever bond was growing between them. Aman didn’t know what Evan was to him. Was he a friend? Or a lover? He wasn’t sure, he knew if he held onto it, he’d never let it go.

Time went on, Aman & London went out for a walk after takeout. They went on about their daily talks, went on rides, & saw traditional Japanese parades full of geisha & Chinese-influenced animatronic dragons breathing fire & lanterns. A Japanese lady offered Aman & London a free couple dinner at a brand-new restaurant. Aman & London looked at each other & laughed, trying to tell her that they were not a couple but the lady kept on insisting along with more people assuming they were a couple about to propose. Both then went with it anyway & enjoyed the many free delicious & authentic cuisines. Later, they were given free new merch & products. The two had enjoyed an amazing epic time. The two walked under the moonlight near a path of an empty landscape. London was floored by everything that happened, wishing Adheesh would’ve been there. She expressed her excitement to Aman. She calmly thanked him, hugging him but accidentally kissed him. Aman blushed in complete shock. London gasps & apologizes. Aman didn’t mind. “No need to apologize. It happens, no tension.” The two turned away fully red, smiling. Reality hasn’t hit them yet that they can’t be together. They weren’t meant to be together no matter how much they were there for each other. Aman loved London yet she didn’t belong to him.

Months went on with London & Aman shared the best experience in life & was full of laughter. Exploring different places around the world & up in space since their generation has advanced technologies, including free-flight vehicles. He loved every moment with London. But also, that moment was shared with Evan. Evan shared amazing cool things with him & bonded with him. Aman’s trapped in a triangular relationship. He wasn’t aware since he thought he was just being friendly, not loving. Somehow, he loved both of them yet he didn’t even want that to begin with. Love took him in different directions to see where he went. Tragedy struck when he got a call from one of London’s friends that London’s engagement with Adheesh was about to happen soon. Aman’s disheartened but understood she was taken to begin with. If he truly loved her, he’d let her go. His nights went restless missing her. Evan sees him upset & hugs him when staring at the stars. London was in her room looking out her window. She then takes out a picture she took with Aman during their time at the parade & stares at it. She admired the times & conversations she had with Aman. She looks at a photo of Adheesh then suddenly turns low. She & him were getting engaged soon. The moment occurred when Adheesh knocked on her door to propose, & he did once she opened the door & accepted.

Soon after, London & Aman go out one last time. Unfortunately, he had to let her go. She belonged to someone else & it felt wrong to stay with her romantically as she was on the verge of getting engaged with Adheesh. Aman, full of sorrow, bid her goodbye. London thought she could see him again as friends. Aman didn’t allow himself to. He knew if he stayed longer, he’d continue to have feelings for her no matter what. He loved her more instead of being friends with her. London was the first person in years to make him want to be loved again & want love. He had no choice but to set London free. London looks at him with mixed feelings of being happy to see her soon-to-be fiancée but sad to see the other person she loved is leaving. London told him that she didn’t want him to leave & thought it’d be great if they remained friends & saw one another after her marriage. Aman said that felt wrong to him, especially after what they’ve done together. In tears, London accepts his goodbye. The breezy air cooled off her tears as she watched him leave on a sunny hill.

Adheesh drives London to his house. While on their way, he comforts her thinking that she misses her “friend.” Adheesh is mentally prepared to finally get himself hitched with her. A day before the departure, his parents called about the engagement between him & London & encouraged him since his mind was not strong enough to accept her proposal. He liked her but his mind was not set. He wanted a woman yet kept missing the signs of a woman’s love. That woman is London. Once they got home, Adheesh went to his room to call his parents. But he’s stupid, he procrastinated on his love for London & did other activities. London suggested they take things slow to see where the relationship goes. He agreed to try his best. Her dreams are bold. She always wanted a future with Adheesh. Some days went on, & Adheesh was fully solid. He enjoyed his life with London. The view of their love gave Aman a confirmation that she was happy without him. All the beautiful things we were are bleeding out now.

Aman took some time for himself once again. After dealing with some sorrow over their departure, He eventually accepts the fact that she’s not for him. She didn’t belong to him. Therefore, there was no way she was coming back. Aman took his mind off of London by finishing his writing. Once he takes a break, he enters the living room where dinner is made by Evan. Aman, still astonished at how Evan thought about him, cheerfully thanked him & hugged him. Evan noticed how Aman was going through the pain of losing someone, The two went out for a walk in the night. The summer night air felt amazing. The two walked in the street lights around the town. They saw the geishas dancing for people, amazing lanterns, & the huge realistic robotic dragon breathing fire air. It turns out there was a festival parade in the streets of Tokyo every summer. It reminded him of when he was with London. It didn’t bother him much. Aman took pictures. He insisted that Evan take one with him. It’ll be amazing to try something new. Evan trusted Aman. He loved seeing his human lover be happy once again so he wanted to experience a positive human life like Aman. Evan never felt so alive. Whenever Aman was around, he felt like a real human being. Felt alive emotions in his heart. Evan shed a tear. No one treated him well except for Aman. The only human who ever truly cared about him.

People only cared because Evan was the best new trendy product for assisting people. He ran away where he found someone who was like him but then the incident happened where he was attacked & fell to earth. Nobody opened his eyes, his heart, & his mind as Aman did. He truly loved him enough to give his leftover positivity to Evan. As the parade still went on, the two enjoyed exploring more amazing things around them. Having a fun time. The two went far. It was late. 3 am. Aman was tucked out. He didn’t think about his car, he was too distracted talking to Evan as they were walking. Evan sees Aman exhausted. He insists he flies him home. Aman held onto Evan & they flew. The stars & moons were visible to Aman with the wind blowing their faces. He started at many things below him; other flying vehicles, the geisha dancing in the parade with Asian traditional lanterns, & the city lights. Once they got home, they thanked each other for the amazing time. Aman left to hit the showers.

Later that night, Evan opens a holographic projection of a movie screen. It was like a movie theater. T.V.s no longer exist as robots are assisting humans in everything. The lights were all dark. The curtains were opened for the city lights to give them a beautiful ambience & scenery. He walked towards a couch-like bed where Aman was already waiting for him. The French frappe was made & served by Evan. Only Aman drank. Evan couldn’t so he pretended so that way Aman didn’t feel left out like he always did in life. There was a lot of emotion between Evan & Aman as they talked about their past issues & comforted each other as they felt to naturally open up & get to know one another more deeply. They watched two beautiful films called “Jab We Met” & “Awaara” . They both had a great time. In the middle of watching the movie, Evan shot at his opportunity. Slowly touched Aman’s fingers then through his hand. Aman looked at Evan. Smiling, their eyes locked. Aman’s brown eyes were lost in Evan’s bright blue, beautifully bold eyes. After a few seconds of staring, they finally leaned onto each other for a kiss, & fell onto the bed making out with each other, eventually ending up with sexual intimacy that lasted all night.

Months go by, & every moment the two spend time together sparks something magical. Aman goes out to a futuristic nostalgic disco party up in space by himself where Evan assists people with drinks. Aman didn’t know how to dance. The music caught up with him & made him dance more simply. The crowd was strong. People danced. The music in them kept them movin’. Aman looked at Evan in a captivating way until they danced till Aman’s feet were tired. Both humans from the 1800s & odd creatures were in the moment of their world, feeling free expressing themselves fearlessly. The diversity at the party was beautiful. The synth wave songs boosted in the rocket ballroom. The party was held in space where the robot & a human shared a romantic time. Getting lost in the moment in space once they escape from the party to be alone together. Unfortunately, from afar, a group of people who didn’t affiliate with the party (people whom manufactured Evan) were after him & spotted him in a small beach-like land in space where he was hugging Aman. The people joined together. Evan has specialties. He had attractions that’d benefit many people on their planet. Whoever found him is granted a reward to keep him. They tried to catch him but lost sight of him. Aman & Evan flew back home to Earth.

London can’t stand being with Adheesh anymore. The times were amazing when they were together but soon faded. He was so busy with other things & pursued them. Adheesh wasn’t interested in the big goals she had for them. It freaked him out. He wasn’t happy. Adheesh didn’t love her the way Aman did. He thought she was crazy for pushing things too fast & dreaming too big. They were about to get married but he called it off. He thought he found the one but she was not for him. He thinks he was wrong. He even said she wasn’t perfect like any other girl. London & Adheesh argued intensely. She was mad & threw things at him while he insulted her. He couldn’t take it anymore & kicked her out of his home. Adheesh’s family yelled at him for treating a woman outside of their home disrespectfully & told him he wasn’t welcome for kicking out a lovely loving woman who could’ve been their daughter-in-law. He fucked up. London, in tears, walks out of his home outside into the forest on a sunny day.

On that same sunny day, Evan took Aman out for a joyride to different places around the town that Aman wasn’t familiar with. Evan rode a motorcycle with Aman holding on to him from behind. They had an amazing time & ate amazing dishes while watching the cars drive on the highway. After that, they drove off somewhere far away from the town & booked a hotel on the top level. They made out the whole night after some dancing, movies, showering, & coffee. Aman knew what he wanted. It was Evan. He’s a keeper. Evan knew already he wanted Aman. The sexual atmosphere is intense between them. In bed, they let themselves go wild with the view of the night reflecting on them. They saw the lights of the cities below them, enjoying the view below.

Later on, Aman woke up. He took a stretch getting fresh. He looks down below to see the city only to notice someone walking out of the hotel & into the highway road that was far from the hotel. He looked closer, making sure that his eyes weren’t deceiving him. He was stunned to find out it was London. Evan was in rest mode so he didn’t know what was going on. Not a sound, Aman runs to catch her before she is out of sight. He made it below, yelling her name but she didn’t respond. Aman noticed she went to a nearby donut shop to have breakfast so he waited for her outside the shop once she was done. She noticed him full of amazement. “What a surprise,” she says with sparkles in her eyes when smiling. Aman, elated to see her, did likewise. The two caught up on what happened in the past months. London tells him that Adheesh & her are no longer a thing. Disheartened, he comforts her. He gives her advice, being a positive person to her just like how she was to him. London was about to give up on life. She called herself a fool for dreaming too big. Aman said it wasn’t her fault. It happens. Aman didn’t give up on her. Restoring her faith in life. The energy London has given to him recovers him. She loses all her energy when giving it. She loses hope when she walks through her pain. Aman returns her the favor so now they’re equally complete. London tells him she booked a hotel for a week to be away from town to detox & enjoy. Aman is proud to see where she got herself in. Away from the wrong guy.

As the sun set, Aman & Evan went up the hill by the tree seeing the city below them. The atmosphere’s magical. Share a moment of words as the moon rose with stars aligned. Remembering the amazing times they shared. Aman feared Evan might move on to forget him. The blood drips from the roses. Indicates how long the love in their heart lasts. How red it was. How strong it stayed. Evan assures him that nothing will ruin this relationship. Evan told Aman he wanted to explore the place for some time. He permits. Evan went to different places enjoying the human experience. Soon enough, people start giving him attention. He was recognized as a famous gorgeous humanoid. People admired him. They were not the same people who tried to hunt him. They gave up. Evan spends months enjoying life with people. Many people wanted him. As Evan enjoyed his new life doing new things with new people, he suddenly remembered Aman & returned home. He didn’t want to lose him.

May dies. June arises. Evan had a surprise for Aman. Handmade roses that never die with a long-lasting fresh scent. A gift to celebrate their anniversary of being together for a year. Evan was excited to show his hard work gift to Aman on how much he’d love it. He walks out to the door to find Aman. He’s nowhere to be found. He wasn’t anywhere in any of the rooms. Evan looks outside the house. No luck. He then goes to the last place; up a grassy hill where you can view the city. Evan walks up there & suddenly his heart stops. He drops the gift for Aman. His eyes laid on Aman with a woman, London. Another lover. They mingled, excited to be eloped. Evan hears Aman say, “I love you.” to her cheerfully. This crushed Evan’s feelings. It was all wasted. The sunsets blend into the night. Heartbroken. Evan stood still, feeling like he died. His heart’s black. He yanks it off his chest. All the memories of their love & Aman, have flashbacked. It hits. His heart shattered into trillions of pieces. His life’s destroyed. He explodes, implodes, collapses, & is engulfed in flames. His body collapses, unresponsive burning as the couple walks into the city away, unaware of the scene. He moved on, without him. Evan is now a burning metal piece. The fire soon fades like the sparks of their romance. That’s the last of him. That’s the end of him.

He died from love.