Chapter 1
I know I’m currently just a stranger to you, well not entirely. My name is Symphony, and my last name isn’t really important. Just Symphony. There, you know that now. But can we also agree on something? To seriously long for more in this world.. More of what exactly? Well, just exploring the value and meaning for this underlying concept of an imperfectly perfect world. The pure reality of it makes it seem irreversibly strange but only because empaths (like myself) are a bit too fixated on this viewpoint.
I wanted to address something else. They say (whoever ‘they’ is considered to be) that there are only two emotions in this universe, love and fear. I firmly believed it, until I found that light at the end of the tunnel and I procured a new interpretation for the life I had. Especially for my own future, which does not include a specific destination but a soul-stirring and arduous journey. Success, not exclusively for my own challenges to never waste my commodity, time, and recycling the pain I had to endure.. But with my powers, psychotherapy has become like an art form for me while helping people who dig themselves into such deep pits of despair.. They wish they could travel back in time to erase the darkness... But they don’t know how many they could save without this ability. You lose yourself in a spiral and you do not realize how much your life is endangered when making a seemingly trivial choice. Should you stay or should you go?
All I knew before was how to exclusively extract people's detrimental emotions, keeping it contained and I sometimes had to intervene before a life was taken. The spiraling leaves me in a bewilderment as these theories behind the relative physics and weirdness of our lives prey on my mind. Time can go slow, but in different environments it feels faster than the speed of light which varies based on the dilation and coexisting states. But how can you approach these esoteric ideas? Oh hold on a second, you wanted me to emphasize the 'meaning' behind this blathering right? Well I want you to answer one simple question right now. How does it feel to be in love?
Thoughts linger, doubt is lurking.. What do the constellations in the night sky say to you? Do you believe there is a feeling behind all of those stars that shape these boundless galaxies? I believe it, and this energy, every photon and electron bouncing off arouses this exhilaration as I have been diving deeper into quantum physics. If you want to go into the realm of science to rationalize, be my guest because you are leading yourself to the breakthrough beyond the knowledge of millions.
Sorry about no forewarning for everything I have told you so far. I suppose you do not intend to plunge deeper into the surreal aura of your own consciousness and memories? You might not be able to understand how my powers work, or it is daunting to know how to absorb all of that stagnant energy.. But I will not let this burden you, just stay with your thoughts; even during the turbulent storm, try to dance in the rain. Whenever you are caught out in the rain (thank you Beth Hart), bask in the soulful ambience and brood for a little longer. Give yourself that permission, until you can locate a crystalline rainbow when the ominous clouds clear away.
Before speaking to you now, I never knew what it felt like to be in love. I don’t mean romantically, but emotionally on a personal basis for myself FIRST. But he is my second miracle, and like a vessel, he solidified my internal compass. But I have never met him in real life, how did this beautiful person save me?
The spiraling leaves me in a bewilderment as I see these theories behind the relative physics and weirdness of our lives. Time can go slow, but in different environments it feels faster than the speed of light; which varies based on the dilation and coexisting states. But how can you approach these esoteric ideas? Oh hold on a second, you wanted me to emphasize the ‘meaning’ behind this blathering right? Well I want you to answer one simple question right now. How does it feel to be in love?
No more words that could cross boundaries. The depths of your soul shift. Try to explore those areas…
How do these stars navigate the turmoil of everlasting uncertainty? Is this a compass you have that not only dapples the sky, but the vastness of your own well being because you are made of stardust.. Again, you do not have to believe or listen to anything I am telling you, this is your freedom of mind. Your world, your masterpiece you have always been reworking, changing, blemishing, polishing, and
The depths of your soul shift, and the light at the end of the tunnel is glaring...Can’t you envision this? I want to be the person who also tells you that they are grateful that you cannot erase the past because you have cultivated transformative abilities with the struggles which dealt oppressive weight, and this will help you craft the art of unity and empathy. I truly believe you can master the arts, and you are already getting to know my mediocre self. How can you maneuver to those tempting results anyway? Do you know the cost behind it? Clandestine acts I know you have perpetrated, no need to feel ashamed about them.. You don't need to keep this pain as a reservoir anymore because your attention is your most important asset in this moment. Sometimes, life can give you weeds, but you are the one who needs to nurture the blooms of your life's potential.
Yes, Y have no idea who you possibly could be. You are still a human being and you are not at all perfect just like me. You are bringing your light to others' dark grottoes of emptiness by giving more hope so you do not suffer in apathy. I truly believe that words and ideas can change the world. Seize the day
