Chapter 1
I hoped and preyed that the night would send me away and then death would arrive in the night and leave me alone the shouting would stop.
I hear the ears are screeching there is nothing else to do but to hear the cries of savages as they howl and hit and go their own way.
That my sentence would end sooner rather than later until I begin to enjoy the human gore.
I am not in there; it has nothing to do with me. I am someone else. There is this semi-creature almost like me, and that makes me nothing but a string of lies.
"This is never I?"
"Hi, it is."
"What does a human become when experimented on?"
"This."
"I do I do and then I don't." She sends me away.
"You've become a monster," She adds.
I do not blame her in fact it is a mistake of mine that I ever thought such a cool girl would stay with me.
Shamed and blamed and then sent away. Outer space is no deal with or without you all then we mutter no words for words have become lost in the violence.
Like this understudy of desires and makeshift life that is mine, I am no longer in control contorted like a dwarf unable to eat as if eating alone reminds me of him.
And I am not never alone the preying eyes say it all.
