Is it my fault

Is it my fault I want something more?

Is it my fault I slam the doors?

The doors to life, but that stabbed me with a knife.

I don't know if it's true, or if I'm in love with you.

Its killing me as I know its killing you.

Just listen to me D I love you.

Now back to my friends I can't just pretend,

Like I'm ok, it doesn't work that way.

Ugh I wanna cry, I tried to die.

I wanna cry, but I can't I have to be strong, and sing my song.

I want to be the one, that my friends rely on,

but I can't if I can never be the person that they want me to be.

Gosh why is it so hard for me?

Am I unlucky, am I dumb is it my fault I feel like a bum?

Is it my fault I feel like this?

Is it my fault I wanna cry right now?

Is it my fault I feel down?

I'll keep being strong, for the people I love the most I'll play along.