Love
Abira...
What is love?
A beautiful feeling...
Where every things feels good where we stare at the moon feel connected to it. Smile thinking about the cute moments we had.
But wait a second. You all might be thinking how do I know so much about it and let me make it clear its just my imagination.
In reality I stay far away from people and especially boys. It's not like I hate them but the problem is I am extremely socially awkward person.
I don't know how to speak and when they try to socialize with me I don't even know what in heaven am I uttering.
That's the reason why I couldn't make any friend except 1, I guess with whom I can still talk for hours.
My bestie, who doesn't judge me for who I am. She stayed with when I didn't have any hope for a friend.
But now she is also busy with her boyfriend and no I am not at all complaining she deserves the world.
It's just that I sometimes hesitate while calling her. What if she might be busy?
What if she would think me as a creep?
What if she thinks I am into her?
Wtf? What the hell am I even thinking.
Alright.
Welcome to the world of overthinking guys. Uhh...
I am literally sick of my overthinking nature. I wish I could just let go my overthinking habit and live more peacefully without killing my brain cells by exhausting them thinking about every single word I spoke to anyone.
By the way where was I?
Yeah. About love right.
All I can say is that its better in fiction than in reality and I would rather live my life dreaming about it than actually trying it in my real life.
Reality sucks.
So next time you guys even think about finding love in reality, I would recommend you to buy a good book and dream of spending your time simping over a fictional guy rather than thinking love in this generation still exist.
