Poem
I don’t remember the last time.
I don’t remember the last time I smiled so big that my jaw started hurt.
I don’t remember the last time I laughed a real laugh.
I don’t remember the last I didn’t feel like I was dying inside.
I don’t remember the last time I smiled for real.
I don’t remember the last time I had that stupid childish crush.
I don’t remember the last time I didn’t feel self conscious.
I don’t remember the last time I trusted someone.
I don’t remember the last time I saw the world as good.
I don’t remember the last time I wasn’t tired.
I don’t remember the last time… I … was actually happy…









I feel the suffering and heartbreak in this. I've been here. I see you. Giving you the biggest cyber hug ever.
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