Prologue
Blair
The cab smells like mildew and regret.
Or maybe that’s just me.
I press a hand to my stomach as the town sign blurs past the window—population just under eight thousand, a gas station, a single main street. It’s quiet. Unassuming. The kind of place where nobody asks questions, and everyone minds their own damn business.
Exactly what I need.
The driver slows to a crawl as we hit the center of town. My motel—cheap, beige, and barely standing—comes into view like salvation dressed in chipped paint. I pay him in silence, ignoring the pity in his eyes as he glances at the bump beneath my oversized hoodie.
Six months pregnant and not a ring in sight.
Let them think what they want.
I haul my bag out onto the sidewalk and stand there for a second, disoriented by the stillness. No gunshots. No screaming. No Carter. No Ashton. Just… wind and birds and distant barking. I almost don’t know what to do with the quiet.
That’s when she appears.
A woman in scrubs, curly red hair tied up, reusable grocery bag slung over her shoulder. She stops mid-step when she sees me—eyes flicking to my stomach, then back to my face.
“You lost?”
Her voice is warm. Not nosy. Not pitying. Just… there.
I shake my head. “Just passing through.”
It’s a lie. I’ve got nowhere left to go. This is the destination.
She nods anyway, like she gets it. “Well, if you’re staying even a little while, you’ll want to avoid the diner on 3rd. The coffee tastes like regret.”
A laugh startles out of me. It’s small. Barely there. But it’s real.
“I’m Tessa,” she says, holding out her hand. “I work nights at the children’s hospital. And days at the world’s worst yoga studio.”
I hesitate. Then take her hand.
“Blair.”
She looks at me—really looks—and I don’t know what it is, but something in her softens. She tilts her head toward the street.
“Come on. You look like you could use something that isn’t motel soap and vending machine chips.”
I should say no. I should retreat. I should shut down and hide like I’ve done for weeks.
But instead, I follow her.
And just like that… I begin again.
She doesn’t ask why I’m here.
Doesn’t look at the half-zipped duffel bag that might as well be stuffed with broken glass and memories I can’t bear to unpack.
She just walks, easy and casual, like this is normal. Like finding stray pregnant women outside roadside motels is something that happens every other Tuesday.
I trail behind her. Something about the way she moves makes it feel like I won’t fall apart if I follow.
“Where are we going?” I ask eventually, because it feels like I should.
“My place.” She tosses the words over her shoulder like it’s no big deal. “It’s just around the corner. Couch is comfier than it looks. And you’re gonna need a hot shower before you touch anything that motel calls a bed.”
I stop walking.
She turns. Waits.
“You don’t even know me,” I say, voice low, flat.
Tessa just shrugs. “You look like someone who’s had a long goddamn year. And I’ve got extra towels and two kinds of ice cream. That’s enough for me.”
I stare at her.
I don’t trust people. Not anymore.
But something in her eyes—something steady, something kind—slips past every wall I’ve built.
So I nod. Just once.
She grins. “Come on then, mystery girl. I’ve got a freezer full of terrible decisions and a couch with your name on it.”
Her apartment smells like coconut and laundry detergent. There’s a crooked lamp in the corner, a cat curled up on a blanket, and a framed photo of her with what looks like hospital staff in rainbow scrubs.
It’s the warmest place I’ve seen in months.
She gestures to the couch. “Feet up. You sit, I pour.”
I blink at her. “Pour what?”
“Whichever has more sugar—tea or hot chocolate. Your call.”
I don’t answer. Not right away. My throat’s tight. My hand is still resting on my belly like it’s the only thing keeping me grounded.
She doesn’t rush me.
Eventually I sit. Not because I believe it’s safe. But because—for the first time in months—I want it to be.
And that’s the moment.
Right there.
That’s the moment I start to become someone else.
Someone new.
Someone who survives.
She hands me the mug without a word, then sinks into the armchair across from me, pulling her knees up and sipping her own like this is just another ordinary night.
And maybe it is.
For her.
For me… it’s the first night I haven’t felt completely hollow in weeks.
I watch her laugh at something on the TV. Watch the cat stretch and climb into her lap. Watch the light catch the red in her hair as she hums softly to herself.
I don’t know her yet.
Not really.
But I think—
One day, I’ll trust her with everything.