Chapter 1
“Who the fuck are you?”
The voice cracked like a whip.
I didn’t turn around. I just stood there in the vast silence of someone else’s life, barefoot in this cathedral of a kitchen, silk clinging to my skin like water, the cold rim of a crystal glass pressed to my lips. I drank slowly, deliberately.
He stood in the doorway, soaked in shadow. Tall. Severe. Dressed in black like it wasn’t just a colour, but a threat. His voice had a clipped sharpness, not American, British. The kind of British that sounds expensive even when he’s swearing at you.
“I’m Sienna Parker,” I said, setting the glass down with a clink. “Lauren’s friend.”
His expression didn’t shift. “And that’s meant to explain why you’re in my house?”
I’d survived public humiliation, a cancelled wedding, and seventeen hours of hellish travel. I wasn’t about to flinch because some broody British man with a voice like velvet-covered steel was pissed that I was drinking water in his kitchen.
Still, his presence filled the room like a storm. He didn’t shout. He didn’t need to. That voice was low and lethal, clipped with aristocratic precision, as if he’d been trained since birth to command rooms without raising a decibel.
“I came here from L.A.,” I added, because the silence was stretching. “Your mother said I could stay.”
That finally earned a reaction, a flicker of disbelief. “My mother’s idea, then. Brilliant. Of course it was.”
I crossed my arms loosely over my chest. “You must be Julian.”
He didn’t confirm it. Just stepped into the room with a kind of unbothered precision, like he owned the floor. And the walls. And… technically he did.
He moved past me to the sink, sleeves rolled to his forearms, long fingers undoing the cap of a bottle like it was something delicate. Controlled strength. Everything about him was sharp-edged and tightly leashed, like he hadn’t relaxed in about ten years.
“You always greet your houseguests with that kind of welcome?” I asked.
“Only the uninvited ones drinking from my mother’s Baccarat glassware in the dark.”
There it was again, that subtle accent laced with disdain. He didn’t raise his voice. He didn’t need to. He could slice someone open with tone alone.
I should have been intimidated.
Instead, I felt… awake. Unsettled. A little like prey.
I tilted my head. “You always this charming, or am I just special?”
His eyes finally met mine for the first time.
“Darling,” he said coolly, “you’re absolutely special. I’ve never walked into my own kitchen at midnight and found a lingerie model trespassing.”
I stiffened.
“I’m not a lingerie model.”
That got him. He stopped at the counter, turned to face me, and took me in, this time fully.
From the toes up.
Slow. Unhurried. An inspection masked as indifference.
But it wasn’t.
His eyes slid over the arches of my bare feet, lingered on the length of my legs, and paused, blatantly at the hem of my robe. Then higher, grazing the soft line of my hips, the dip of my waist, and the unmistakable outline of my breasts. My nipples had hardened beneath the silk, surely from the chill of the room, but part of me knew better.
It was him.
His presence. His voice. His gaze.
And when his eyes finally reached mine, steady and unreadable, he asked simply:
“No?”
There was nothing innocent in the word. No mockery either.
Just quiet disbelief. Like he was trying to square what he saw with what he heard, and failing.
I met his eyes without flinching.
“No,” I said again. “I’m not a model.”
He arched one brow, turned back to the sink, and reached for a glass.
“Right,” he murmured. “So what are you, then?”
I hesitated. Just for a breath. Not because I was ashamed, but because I already knew what came next.
“I’m an influencer.”
He didn’t turn around. He didn’t need to. I could feel the scoff from where I stood.
He poured the water, slow and deliberate, then said, too calmly:
“That’s the same thing, isn’t it?”
The words sliced through me, clean and dry.
I blinked. “Excuse me?”
He took a sip, then looked over his shoulder, utterly relaxed.
“Just without the runway. Or the discipline.”
My jaw clenched. “Wow. You’re charming.”
He shrugged, the picture of nonchalance. “I’m honest. There’s a difference.”
I set my glass down too hard. “Look, I left my entire life behind because it was suffocating me. I don’t need problems, I need quiet, I’ll be here for a few days and then I’ll be gone. I suggest you stay out of my way as I plan to stay out of yours.”
“You chose the wrong house,” he said simply. “Greymont Hall hasn’t been quiet in eight centuries.”
His voice was even, but I could feel the warning underneath it.
I didn’t say another word. Just stepped past him.
There was a small, charged silence as I brushed by, a few inches of air between his body and mine, thick with the kind of tension you don’t acknowledge out loud. His eyes were still on me. I felt them, sharp, deliberate, like a touch that didn’t require hands.
But I wouldn’t give him the satisfaction of turning back.
I lifted my chin, left the kitchen behind, and slipped into the hushed expanse of the corridor.
The silence was immediate. Heavy. As if the house itself disapproved of late-night intrusions.
Greymont Hall, if you could even call it a hall, looked more like a damn palace than a home. The kind of place that had outlived empires. The walls were lined with dark oak paneling, polished to a quiet gleam. Oil paintings loomed in heavy gilt frames, their subjects all stiff collars and powdered wigs, watching me pass as if I were something dragged in by the wind.
The air smelled faintly of lavender, beeswax polish, and age. Not musty, no. Maintained. Revered. But old, in the way a cathedral is old. It held the weight of centuries. Of whispered secrets and silent duty. A house with bones.
The stone floor beneath the soles of my feet was cold, but the Persian runners muffled my steps. Thick carpets. Ornate sconces on the walls, bathing with a soft golden light across the high ceilings. Every now and then, I passed a velvet-curtained window, tall and narrow, moonlight glinting off the glass.
There were no sounds. No creaks. No hum of distant traffic.
Just the echo of my breath and the relentless reminder that I did not belong here.
I wrapped my arms around myself, the silk of my slip dress whispering against my skin, and quickened my pace. The portraits didn’t blink, but I still looked away. There was something about this house at night that made me feel seen in a way I didn’t like.
Too intimate.
Too exposed.
My bedroom was down the east wing, or at least, that’s what Caroline, Julian’s mother had called it. “Your rooms are just through the east wing, darling, lovely light in the mornings.” As if I were some honored guest and not a runaway bride clinging to the tatters of her dignity.
I passed a towering grandfather clock, its pendulum ticking softly, and then finally reached the carved double doors of the room I’d claimed.
Behind me, the hallway remained still. But I could feel it.
His gaze.
Still there.
Or maybe it was just in my head.
Maybe I’d imagined the heat in his eyes. The way he looked at me like I didn’t belong here but fascinated him anyway. Like I was a problem he hadn’t decided whether to fix or destroy.
I didn’t look back.
I stepped inside, shut the door gently behind me, and leaned against it.
Only then did I let myself exhale.
A sudden glow pulled me out of my thoughts.
Soft, blue-white light flickered from the nightstand, my phone. I walked over, still half in the haze of moonlit wood panels and judgmental portraits, and picked it up.
Ten missed calls.
All from Andrew.
Jesus. I’d lost count of how many times he’d called over the past two days. Dozens. Maybe a hundred. He was probably pacing around his condo in West Hollywood, sweating through his silk pajamas and screaming into his headset like a Wall Street broker in a blackout.
I didn’t answer. I wasn’t going to.
Let him rot.
There was nothing he could say, no words, no guilt trips, no PR threats, that would make me go back. Not to LA. Not to the press. Not to that engagement. And sure as hell not toTyler.
Even the name made my stomach clench.
It was still mind-blowing how quickly everyone turned on me. As if I’d set fire to the Vatican just by having the audacity to say: no, I will not marry the man I found balls-deep in another woman two weeks before our wedding.
Apparently, love is just a narrative, and mine had already been sold.
The exclusives were inked, the dress fittings streamed, the seating charts triple-checked and vetted by a team of image consultants who swore this wedding would launch mine and Tyler’s next tier. Magazine covers, branded content, a honeymoon that doubled as a sponsored escape in the Maldives.
And the entire world, or at least my very curated, filtered corner of it, expected me to show up.
The perfect couple, they said.
The golden ones.
America’s fairytale: the glamorous influencer and the angel-faced boy band prince, Tayler Knox.
He was so adored. So clean. So worshipped. Fans would have gladly slit their wrists just to have his sweat on their skin, while I… I was the lucky one. The girl who won the jackpot. The girl every other girl wanted to be.
And when I walked away?
When I ended it?
When I refused to play the smiling, forgiving puppet?
They called me unstable. Spoiled. Dramatic. Selfish.
Because no one wanted the truth.
They wanted a wedding.
They wanted the photo of my dress, his tears, our kiss.
They didn’t care that I found him in my bed with another woman. That I stood in the doorway holding the bridal veil in one hand and the shattered pieces of my own spine in the other.
All they cared about was the story.
But it wasn’t theirs to own anymore.
Not the wedding.
Not the narrative.
Not me.
I’d already seen enough.
Heard enough.
Felt enough.
The echo of her laugh still crawled under my skin. The sound of skin against skin, that sickening slap of betrayal, I pressed my fingers to my temples. Stop.
I closed my eyes. Breathed.
I dropped the phone face-down on the nightstand and walked to the bed, too tired to think, too full to cry. My body folded into itself as I curled up on top of the linen sheets, the thick duvet wrapping around me like warm arms I didn’t have to thank or explain myself to.
The silence wasn’t cold anymore.
It was kind.
This old house, this strange, massive, creaking thing, it felt like it was holding me now. Its age, its stillness, its impossible size… it didn’t intimidate me the way it had earlier. It comforted me. Like it had seen far worse than a girl with ruined wedding plans and a bleeding heart. Like it had swallowed centuries of whispered pain and still stood tall.
Its walls didn’t care who I used to be. Or what I left behind. Or who I disappointed.
They just let me be.
And for the first time in weeks, maybe longer, I didn’t feel judged.
I didn’t feel owned.
They couldn’t touch me here.
Not Andrew.
Not the cameras.
Not Tyler.
Not even the version of myself I was supposed to be.
Just me. Just breath. Just now.
And God… that was enough.
***
The next morning as I walked to breakfast the marble under my bare feet was cold, even in June. I gripped the banister lightly as I made my way down the grand staircase, each step echoing softly through the silence of the hall. My oversized cream sweater slipped off one shoulder, exposing skin that hadn’t felt sunlight in days. The sleeves hung well past my wrists, covering my hands like a child playing dress-up.
The grey leggings I pulled on were thin, nearly threadbare, and I hadn’t bothered with a bra. Or makeup. My hair was scraped into a low bun, the kind that said I didn’t care, and for once, it wasn’t a performance. I actually didn’t.
Caroline, Lauren’s aunt, had mentioned something about breakfast being served every morning in the dining room. Like it was a hotel. Or a ritual. Or a law of this place. I didn’t know if I was expected to show up, but I didn’t want to stay in that bedroom any longer. I needed… noise. Smell. Proof of life.
As I rounded the hallway, the scent of buttery pastry hit first. Then fresh coffee. Then warm eggs. It wrapped around me like a soft invisible hug, sinking past my sweater and into my bones. I hadn’t realized how hungry I was until that exact moment.
I walked slower, steadier, past tall windows that let in the pale grey light of the English morning. The kind that makes everything look just a little washed-out, like it was still deciding whether to be beautiful or cruel.
The double doors to the dining room were already open.
And that’s when I saw him.
Julian Livingston Duke of Greymont
At the head of the long oak table. Reading a newspaper like he was carved from it.
His plate was full, untouched. A single bite hadn’t been taken. He sat at the head of the impossibly long table like it was a throne and he had all the time in the world to rule from it. One hand rested on the paper in front of him, the other loosely cradled a cup of black coffee.
The grand dining hall was a cathedral of quiet opulence, high ceilings adorned with centuries-old plasterwork, and three towering arched windows along one side that bathed the room in morning light. Heavy velvet drapes, the color of deep claret, were tied back with tasseled cords, framing views of manicured lawns beyond. An impossibly long oak table stretched nearly the length of the room, polished to a mirror shine and set with fine china and silver that gleamed beneath the delicate chandeliers overhead. The scent of old wood, beeswax polish, and faint rosewater lingered in the air, a room designed for tradition, not comfort.
The moment my steps echoed against the polished floors, he looked up.
Eyes like sharp, clear glass.
Green, unreadable, but… watching.
Someone, a housekeeper, maybe, I didn’t look, pulled out a chair beside the enormous window, and I muttered a quiet “thank you” as I sat. My sweater shifted, slipping off my shoulder again. I didn’t fix it. Didn’t flinch. I just… breathed.
Julian’s gaze didn’t move. It stayed locked on me like I was a trespasser in his kingdom. Stern. Distant. A little irritated, as if my very presence disrupted the balance of his perfectly ordered morning.
He expected me to squirm.
To look away.
To apologize for breathing the same air as him.
I didn’t.
I lifted my chin just a fraction and held his stare across the stretch of porcelain and crystal. A challenge, soft and silent.
If he wanted to make me feel small, he’d have to work a little harder.
But God… inside, I was all chaos.
Heat. Ache. Tension I couldn’t name.
His eyes unsettled something deep inside me, something that didn’t make sense. It wasn’t an attraction, not exactly. It was sharper. More dangerous. Like he saw past the crumbling surface and into something I hadn’t even let myself feel yet.
I didn’t know what it was.
Only that I didn’t want to be the first to look away. writing here…