Ang mutya ng section e : Trust 🧿

Jay's POV:

I was stunned after listening to those heartful words coming from the person whom I loved the most ..... Those words felt like someone beaten up my heart.... stabbed it with knife... burn it with fire

My throat was hearting so much holding my tears to fall....

I can't even think of anything...i was blank... standing there like a fool infront of everyone who were staring at me

I rushed out from the room and started running..... I don't know where I am going

I just felt like I should disappear from this world... I don't want to see anyone

When I reached home I headed towards my room without answering anyone's questions and locked myself in the room

I started crying like hell.... I want to scream out loud.... I want to punch that King of snakes for giving me this pain which is killing me from inside...

I don't know for how many hours I cried..... My eyes are swollen up by crying like this... they are burning ..i can't even open my eyes

I stand up and go to the washroom to wash my face.....

Till now everyone wanted to talk to me..tell me to open the door but I can't..... I don't want to talk to anyone.... I want to be alone

I heard a lot of cruel words about me since childhood but I don't feel like this anytime

May be because they didn't matter to me ever... but this time....it is different....I heard the most painful words from the person who matters to me the most....

I don't know what to do now

It's almost the end of the night but I can't sleep for the whole night..... I just cried the whole night lying on my bed

When my tears dried up and I just can't cry anymore I tried to calm myself and think about something

I don't know why my heart can't accept those painful words from keifer.... I can't believe those words....my heart remember each and every moment when I felt the love from him which I never felt from anyone whether it's the new year when he first confess his feelings to me or the day he got angry when he got to know about the kiss between me and yuri and he tell me all the pain he is bearing with him since childhood.... I know every moment when I felt his love... is not a lie....his eyes can't lie to me.... I know... each and every word he tell me about how much he love me is never a lie.... I can bet myself on this....

But then why he acted like this tomorrow..

Is it because he saw David kissing me that night....is he acted like this because of jealousy.... but it happened before when yuri kissed me....he could be angry with me for that but he can't just let go of me like this.... I know he truly love me and no one can never make me believe that he don't....even if it is he himself....

He didn't look at my eyes when he was saying those things.... I think he was hiding something from me.... I have to find out the truth....

But what he has done to me....the pain you made me feel....you have to pay for it Mr Mark keifer wattson