Chapter 1
A glance in the rain. A moment never forgotten. And a road they never chose.
Outskirts of Istanbul, Coastal Highway
Monday Night, 11:38 PM
The air reeked of blood and burned rubber.
Kaan Tufan stepped out of his car, his eyes sweeping the scene in three seconds flat. Exit routes. Police vehicles. Headcount. The old training never left him.
Six vehicles crushed on the asphalt. Shattered glass glittered under emergency lights. Two cars locked together, one flipped on its roof. A white sedan had rolled to the cliff’s edge—rear wheels on the ledge, front wheels suspended over nothing. A chunk of broken asphalt jammed beneath the rear tire was the only thing keeping it from falling.
Five meters down. Jagged rocks.
Thirty minutes earlier, Kaan had been sitting in his office, laptop open to route maps and scheduling tables. He’d reopened the email he’d sent four months ago—one month before the opening:
From: Kaan TufanTo: Board of DirectorsSubject: Urgent Proposal - Highway Safety
Given the forecast of heavy rainfall and anticipated traffic, I strongly recommend installation of guardrails at kilometers 32-36 (Marmara coastal section, northern curve) before the official opening. Delay in installation could lead to serious safety hazards.
The board’s response had been swift:
Subject: Re: Urgent Proposal - Highway Safety
Due to budget constraints and time pressure for the opening, the Board will postpone installation of guardrails to Phase Two (post-opening).
Final Approval: Board of Directors
Kaan had closed the email, his fingers drumming on the desk in steady rhythm—the way they always did when he was thinking.
The phone had rung. Tarik.
He’d answered in under a second. “Yes.”
“Accident. Coastal highway. Multi-vehicle pileup. Six cars.” Tarik’s voice was dry as sand. “Kilometer 34.”
Kaan had looked at his laptop screen. The highway map was still open. Kilometer 34 highlighted.
Northern curve. Longitudinal grade four percent. Horizontal curve with radius approximately 350 meters and six percent superelevation.
No guardrails.
“How many casualties?”
“Don’t know. Ambulances are heading there. You need to go.”
“On my way.”
He rose in one smooth motion, grabbed his coat, keys, work bag. Everything in precise order. Locked the office door. Checked it twice—another reflex from years he’d left behind.
He drove out of the parking garage at speed. The rain was heavy, wipers barely keeping up.
Twenty-five kilometers. Heavy traffic. Rain. At least twenty-five minutes.
His mind automatically calculated alternate routes. Three possible paths. He tucked in behind two—then three—ambulances as they carved a path ahead. His eyes checked the mirrors every ten seconds, scanning for threats that weren’t there anymore.
His mind ran calculations: Longitudinal grade four percent. Probable speed 100-120 km/h. Fresh asphalt, low friction coefficient. Rain, limited visibility. Guardrails: none. If someone braked...
Disaster was predictable.
His phone rang. Janan.
He glanced at the screen. Ignored it.
A message: I heard. Where are you?
He didn’t reply.
Second message: Kaan, don’t talk to reporters. Talk to me first.
He silenced the phone.
Red and blue lights appeared in the distance. Traffic had stopped. Police had opened one lane.
11:38 PM. Thirty minutes after the call.
He eased past the stopped vehicles. People stared from windows. Some were filming.
Kaan kept his face neutral. Not worried, not nervous. Professional.
Then he saw it.
Six vehicles mangled on the asphalt. Two locked together. One on its roof. Nine patients—six critical, three with moderate injuries.
Four ground ambulances had arrived. With standard two-person crews, there should have been eight paramedics, but one ambulance had arrived with only a driver. Seven personnel in total. Only six could work with patients at the same time; one person had to remain with the vehicles and equipment.
Not enough.
Kaan stepped forward. His eyes scanned: nine patients, six paramedics, four police, two exits. All in under three seconds.
“Cardiac arrest! Where’s the doctor?!”
Kaan looked at the man on the ground—bloody chest, blue face. Two paramedics doing CPR.
God, we need more help.
A police officer approached. “Who are you?”
Kaan pulled out his ID in one smooth motion. “Kaan Tufan. Company representative.”
He avoided saying “managing director”; “representative” carried less legal weight.
The officer glanced at it, nodded. “Go ahead.”
Kaan moved forward but stopped at a safe distance. Not too close to interfere, not too far to seem indifferent. Positioning himself carefully—always aware of how things looked.
Then he heard it.
Thump-thump-thump-thump.
The sound of helicopter rotors.
Kaan looked up, controlled. His eyes went to the sky first, then quickly around—checking that no one was filming with him in frame.
Below, police quickly secured the landing zone. The pilot checked the wind and gave the OK.
Helicopter lights illuminated the scene as bright as day.
An air ambulance.
Kaan exhaled slowly.
At least help arrived.
The helicopter landed. The door opened. A paramedic with a heavy bag jumped out.
Then a young woman in a red flight suit with reflective stripes. Safety helmet with clear visor.
Even in the rain and darkness, she was visible.
But what Kaan saw was the movement.
She ran.
Without stopping. Straight to the patient.
Kaan recognized this. Someone trained. Someone who’s worked under pressure. Like him.
The doctor moved from patient to patient. Fast. Precise. Non-stop.
Kaan watched from the side, his eyes recording every detail.
First patient—cardiac arrest.
“Rain cover! Defib ready!”
Two paramedics held waterproof fabric over the patient. The doctor dried the chest with a towel, firmly attached the pads.
“Oxygen away—everyone clear.”
“Charge to 200—clear!”
She checked—no one in contact.
“Shock—now!”
The body jerked. A few seconds passed.
“We have pulse. Get him in!”
Kaan exhaled. Professional. Completely professional.
Second patient—head trauma.
“Ma’am? Can you hear me?”
Eyes opened. Flashlight in the pupils.
“Pupils reactive. C-collar. Move her.”
Quick diagnosis. Decisive.
Third patient—open fracture.
Tourniquet around the thigh, tight.
“It hurts...”
Syringe. IV analgesic per protocol.
“Move him.”
Pain control. No time wasted.
Fourth and fifth patients—same vehicle. One in shock, one with broken ribs.
“This one first. That one next.”
Triage. Prioritization.
Kaan watched. This isn’t just a doctor. This is someone who doesn’t break under pressure. Someone trained. Someone like—
No. He pulled his focus back.
Sixth patient—unconscious. Young man, about ninety kilograms.
“This one’s heavy—I need a hand!”
Twenty meters to the stretcher. Ground slippery. Two paramedics weren’t enough.
The police officer looked around. “Need some muscle here!”
His eyes fell on Kaan—tall, broad shoulders.
“You! Come here!”
The officer quickly handed Kaan a reflective vest. “Put it on. As a volunteer under team direction.”
Kaan put on the vest without hesitation and moved forward.
“Be careful. Ground’s slippery.”
Kaan nodded. “Got it.”
Three people took their positions around the stretcher. Kaan moved to the front left, near the patient’s head. The doctor took the front right, while the paramedic positioned himself at the rear, where he could support and guide the stretcher.
Rain had turned the asphalt slick. Water gathered in shallow patches beneath their feet, reflecting the flashing emergency lights.
“On three! One... two... three!”
They lifted.
The young man’s weight pulled heavily against their arms. Kaan tightened his grip, adjusting his balance as they began moving across the wet ground.
One step. Then another.
On the third, the paramedic’s left foot slid across the slick asphalt.
The rear of the stretcher dropped sharply.
“Hold it!” the doctor shouted.
Kaan reacted instinctively, tightening his grip and lifting his side to keep the stretcher level. At the same moment, the doctor leaned toward the center, reaching across to help stabilize the stretcher.
The stretcher tilted between them. Its sudden shift threw both of them off balance, drawing them toward the center.
Kaan’s shoulder struck hers.
Their hands met as they both reached for the same section of the handle.
His hand came down over hers.
For a fraction of a second, neither could move.
Kaan felt the warmth of her hand through the wet glove. The doctor lifted her head to check the patient. As she did, their eyes met.
Their faces were barely ten centimeters apart. Rain ran down the edge of her helmet, but her eyes remained fixed on his—dark, alert, intensely focused. There was no emotion in them, only the demands of the work before her.
There was no time for surprise. No room for hesitation.
“Keep it level!” the paramedic called from behind them.
The doctor pulled her hand free. Kaan shifted his weight and raised his side once more. Together, they brought the stretcher back into balance.
“Got it?” she asked, her attention already returning to the patient.
Kaan nodded. “Got it.”
“Move!”
They continued, more carefully this time. Their steps fell into a steadier rhythm as they carried the stretcher the remaining distance.
Twenty meters. Fifteen. Ten.
At the ambulance, the paramedic guided the stretcher into position. Kaan released his grip only when the wheels were secured.
The doctor was already turning toward the remaining patients.
No pause. No second glance.
Kaan remained where he was for a moment, rain running down his face, his hands still tense from the effort. He could still feel the brief pressure of her hand against his.
This is ridiculous, he told himself. It was an accident. Nothing more.
But his heart was still beating faster than it should have.
A paramedic passed by. “Thanks for your help.”
Kaan nodded. “You’re welcome.”
His voice was neutral. But his hand—that no one saw—was still fisted.
After the sixth patient went into the ambulance, the doctor returned to the last vehicle.
The final three patients remained there: one with superficial wounds, one with a broken arm, and one who lay motionless beneath an orange blanket.
A young man. Twenty-seven years old. Wedding ring.
The doctor knelt beside him. Fingers to the carotid. A few seconds.
She shook her head slowly.
The paramedic pulled the blanket over the face.
The doctor remained there for a few seconds. Her lips moved quietly—prayer, maybe, or just goodbye.
The doctor stood, removed the torn gloves, put on fresh ones, and headed back toward the helicopter.
Kaan watched from a distance. Something in his chest broke.
Eight people saved. One gone. I warned them. They didn’t accept my recommendation. But I accepted that the project would go ahead without the guardrails. I hadn’t made the final decision, but I was responsible for the project. And now a man was dead.
The last patient went into the ambulance.
After changing gloves, the doctor—bloodstained flight suit, wet hair—headed toward the helicopter. The paramedic handed her a towel. She wiped her face.
A flash flared from somewhere behind her.
Kaan turned—just a reflex. A spectator in a red jacket stood with his phone raised, framing a photograph.
The doctor in her bloodstained flight suit filled the foreground. Kaan stood in the background, with the empty stretch of road where the guardrails should have been.
The shutter clicked.
The photograph had already captured him in the frame.
He recognized the danger immediately.
Kaan calmly stepped back, as naturally as someone simply clearing the way.
Out of frame.
The spectator’s thumb hovered over the share button.
She braced her forearm on the doorframe and climbed in. Before the door closed, she looked back.
Her eyes swept the scene—the six mangled cars, the gap where the guardrails should’ve been—then Kaan.
For three seconds: direct.
Kaan held her gaze—no fear, no flinch, just steady.
The doctor’s gaze—sharp, assessing—stayed on him. Cold? Curious? Unreadable.
The rotors spooled up. The helicopter lifted and vanished into the clouds.
Kaan stood alone in the rain.
He slid his hands into his pockets—phone, keys, work bag. Everything in place.
A police officer approached. “Mr. Tufan? We have a few questions.”
Kaan turned, face neutral, professional. “Of course.”
In the days ahead, the blueprints and reports would tell the story. They would show what had been planned, what had been approved, and what had never been built.
Tonight, the only image he saw was her—kneeling in the mud, steady hands bringing life back.
He didn’t know her name. But he would.
