LOVE , SACRIFICE
Though apart i still find you here in those fond saved memories that runs deep in my mind that reaches to depth of my heart.you still fill up my days how could I forget you when you remind me of best moments i experienced in my life of sadness ....... I keep telling myself I should let you go now that ""WE IS JUST PAST WITH NO FUTURE ""but I'll still cherish you hope you're happy even if it's not me
Olivia sat across the table alone without "him" for the first time .She muttered "get over it Olivia he deserves someone better not a wreck of emotions and trauma like me
FLASHBACK ---
Olivia this doesn't have to end like this --olivia cut lewis off mid sentance and spoke " I'm not perfect you deserve someone better who's not a mental mess still stuck in childhood trauma
Lewis stepped forward holding her by the shoulders and spoke gazing into her eye's and whispering "I love you even with to that imperfections trauma you say it's not fair that you had awful childhood your tragic experience's don't make you any less worthy "
"Olivia don't do this you know our love surpasses any bad memories and that we can't live without eachother you're being unfair to yourself and cutting of chances of being happy
Olivia replied " you deserve someone who's confident not a nervous meek someone you can proudly show off "
You're the one i deserve and show off as mine that to proudly don't let doubt's doom us Olivia......lewis spoke before pulling her into hug
Back to present back at the cafe as she sat there reminiscing the past wondering if she did right thing leaving lovable supportive lewis so he could have a better partner
It was right ..... Obviously I'm not fit for him right ? Olivia thought to herself
LEWIS POV
As days passed after olivia broke up with him as she said ""that he deserved better ""
How do I tell her that her self perceived imperfections that make's her unfit that I adored them that's what make's her different THE ONE I LOVE .....
As days passed by distance's grew but those lingering feelings kept them connected way they couldn't explain
One day as olivia tried to distract herself from loneliness found herself at mall shopping away mindlessly until she ran into "lily " lewis's younger sister there stood next to her ever handsom lewis his usually bright eye now dull and saddened ..... As their eye's met they froze he smiled sadly fidgeting with his sleeve
Lily still oblivious spoke excitedly ~~ hiii girlfriend (silly nickname she gave him teasing his brother who often blushed when hearing that but now all the reaction that nickname brought was MELANCHOLY
Hi....Olivia replied hesitantly
Lily being the childish oblivious teen she is dragged them both together to cafe sitting them down and left to get coffee
"Hi Olivia " ......he spoke quietly
Umm hey "she replied and then after few seconds he spoke up again " well letting you know i didn't find that special someone you said i deserved you were the best one
.................. After few moments of silence lewis spoke again " can't we try again I can't replace you darling and you know it even when presented with options I'll always "CHOOSE YOU "
he hesitantly held her hand the usual act never brought any nervousness before but now felt hazardously risky
Olivia froze blushing slightly he leaned forward and whispered " look's like someone still likes me aww how adorable ~~~
Shutup dumbass she replied returning to her sassy self
He proudly smirked and said see " i could still get best out of you " he announced and flicked her forehead for good measures
She rolled her eye's trying not to smile at his stupidly cute antics
Lewis noticing this stood up abruptly and spoke "if you're not so intrested I'll get going then miss or missed missus" he said wriggling his eyebrows him and his non funny puns
Olivia finally laughed....
Well that was suprising maybe rekindling relationship is possible ....
As days passed they often found themselves ""IN SUSPICIOUS COINCIDENTS""" running into eachother
Yeah just fateeeee ....let's just say that and it has nothing to do with stupidly cute lewis and his Lil brain working fulltime to brandish these plans which Olivia secretly liked only if he put his brain into studies and got better grades not those silly games ... Anyways
As lewis waited outside her apartment thinking he's being stealthy apparently not xd when olivia saw him and snuck up behind him tugging on his ear lightly and spoke
""Look who's here thought little lewissss playing like a sorry spy
Lewi's sulked and replied "hey what else would I do to see my favourite person everyday not like you're being fair to either of us and ended things just because you felt inadequate due to some mean people saying stuff to you even when I love you and know you better
Olivia letting his ear go and spoke "fineee maybe ...I was bit immature sorrie
He blinked suprised and said " sooo umm what does that make us now back to our relationship he asked excited his blue eyes glistening
""Maybeee ""olivia answered and before she could finish she got pulled into tight hug well she did miss it not like she'll tell him off
As lewis got busy with playing video game's being a couch potato just like old time's being comfortable in her home munching on snacks like some hungry toddler
It felt having him back his comfy hoodies those early morning messy bedhead bird nest hair of his those cute sleepy eyes smiling at her or the times when she's baking and he sneaks up behind her stealing cookies and kisses and then running away like mischievous child SHE MISSED THAT (◕ᴗ◕✿)
Here we had a happy ending despite the tribulations well maybe it just drew us closer and realise how much we mean to one another
