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Ashes of winter

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Summary

Ten winters ago, Cole watched his pack burn beneath the snow. Hidden in the dark while his father was torn apart before his eyes, he survived the massacre that destroyed everything he loved. Now feared as the “Coward Wolf,” Cole lives alone in the frozen wilderness, refusing to trust another soul. But when a lost cub named Ash follows him through a deadly winter, and a mysterious she-wolf begins breaking through the walls around his heart, Cole is forced to face the past he spent years running from. Because the wolf he’s falling in love with belongs to the very clan that murdered his family. In a world divided by hatred, war, and blood, Cole must decide whether he will die as the coward they believe him to be… Or become the wolf who saves them all.

Status
Ongoing
Chapters
2
Rating
n/a
Age Rating
16+

The White Smear

The wind did not just blow in the Sunken Valley. It bit. It howled through the high, sharp peaks of ice, carrying the scent of frozen pine and old frost. For a young cub like Cole, the world was a vast sheet of white, beautiful but deadly to anything that lost its footing.

Right now, Cole was not thinking about the danger. He was chasing his sister, Sela, down a gentle slope near the center of the pack's camp. His small paws thudded against the packed snow, kicking up a light spray of white dust.

"Catch me if you can, slow-paw!" Sela yipped, her gray fur blending into the shadows of the nearby rocks. She was smaller than him, but she was fast, turning sharply around a frozen boulder.

Cole pushed his legs harder. His heart thumped against his ribs, warm and fast. He lunged, his teeth snapping at the empty air just inches from her tail. He missed, tumbling face-first into a drift of soft snow. He came up shaking his head, spraying white flakes everywhere, his dark eyes wide with excitement.

From the edge of the clearing, a heavy gray wolf watched them. This was Bran, their father, and the leader of the valley pack. He was the strongest wolf Cole had ever known. His chest was broad, scarred from old hunts, and his eyes held the calm weight of a leader who had kept his people alive through ten winters.

Bran walked over, his massive paws leaving deep wells in the snow. He lowered his big head and nudged Cole out of the drift with his warm nose.

"You rush too much, little one," Bran said, his deep voice a low rumble that always made Cole feel safe. "A good hunter does not just run fast. He watches. He waits. He feels the snow under his feet before he makes his move."

"But Sela is too quick!" Cole complained, sitting down and trying to lick a clump of ice from his front paw. "If I wait, she gets away."

Bran looked out over the valley. The sky above was a dull, heavy gray, thick with the promise of more storms. "The wilderness is vast, Cole. If you try to fight the cold and the wind alone, you lose. You must learn that you are never just fighting for yourself. Look around you."

Cole looked. Near the center of the camp, three older wolves shared the remains of an elk. Near the cave entrance, two mothers kept their cubs warm, their bodies pressed together against the chill.

"All wolves are one," Bran said softly, repeating the ancient law of the valley. "Our strength does not come from a single tooth or a single claw. It comes from the pack. Find strength in that, Cole. Never forget it."

Cole nodded, though he did not fully understand. To him, strength meant having big shoulders like his father. It meant being able to take down a stag alone. He wanted to be the wolf that everyone looked up to, the one who feared nothing.

Before Bran could say more, a sharp howl cut through the wind.

It did not come from their scouts. It was a dark, jagged sound that made the fur on Cole's neck stand straight up. The playfulness left Sela instantly. She shrank back against the rocks, her tail tucked tight between her legs.

Bran spun around, his ears pinning back against his skull. His calm eyes instantly turned fierce. He stepped in front of his cubs, his massive frame shielding them from the northern ridge.

Down from the ridge came a line of dark shapes. They did not move like normal hunters. They moved like a wave of shadow across the white snow. These wolves were huge, their fur thick and matted with old blood. At the front of the line walked a massive black wolf with a scarred eye and teeth that looked like long shards of ice.

It was Varok, the warlord of the Iron Fang clan.

"Flee to the caves!" Bran roared to his pack, his voice shaking the snow from the low pine branches. "Protect the young! Stand the line!"

The peaceful camp turned into chaos in a heartbeat. Snarls and screams filled the air as the Iron Fang wolves struck the camp like a sudden avalanche. Cole stood frozen. He saw his mother run toward the cave, but a massive black wolf cut her off. He saw teeth, he heard the terrible sound of tearing fur, and the snow began to turn a bright, horrific red.

"Cole! Run!" Bran yelled, turning back to his son.

Varok was already bounding down the slope, his eyes fixed straight on Bran. The warlord's jaws were wet with saliva, his gaze cold and empty. There was no mercy in him. He wanted to destroy everything the valley pack owned.

Bran did not wait. He grabbed Cole by the scruff of his neck, lifted him off the ground, and ran toward a deep, hollowed-out root beneath a fallen pine tree. The snow had piled high over the gap, leaving only a tiny, dark space inside.

Bran dropped Cole into the hole.

"Stay down," Bran hissed, his breath hot against Cole's face. "Do not move. Do not make a sound, no matter what you see."

"Father, no!" Cole whimpered, trying to scramble back up the slippery dirt. "Let me fight! I can help!"

"Stay down!" Bran ordered. With one heavy sweep of his giant paw, Bran pushed a massive mound of snow over the entrance of the hole, plunging Cole into total darkness.

Cole pressed his nose against a tiny gap between the frozen roots. He could see out into the clearing through a small slit in the snowdrift. His body shook so hard his teeth clicked together.

Outside, Bran turned to face Varok.

The two massive wolves crashed together with a force that sounded like cracking ice. Varok snapped at Bran's throat, but Bran threw his weight forward, slamming the warlord into the dirt. They rolled through the red snow, snapping, snarling, and tearing at each other. Bran fought with the fury of a father defending his home, but the Iron Fang wolves were everywhere. Two more dark shapes lunged from the sides, sinking their teeth into Bran's hind legs.

Bran roared in pain, his legs giving way for a second.

Varok took the chance. He lunged upward, his heavy jaws clamping down hard onto Bran's shoulder. Cole heard the sickening crunch of bone. He wanted to scream. He wanted to push through the snow and bite Varok's legs, to do anything to stop the pain his father was feeling.

But fear held him like a trap. His legs felt like lead. He stayed in the dark, breathing shallowly, watching the strongest wolf he knew get torn apart.

Varok released Bran's shoulder and stood over him, his chest rising and falling. Bran lay on his side, the snow beneath him soaking up a dark, heavy tide of red. His breathing was ragged, bubbles of blood rising from his muzzle.

Varok lowered his head, his scarred eye glaring down at the fallen leader. "Your pack is gone, Bran. Your valley belongs to the cold now."

Bran did not look at Varok. With the very last of his strength, he turned his fading eyes toward the hidden root where Cole was buried. He could not see his son, but he knew he was there. His lips moved, throwing a faint, bloody whisper into the freezing wind.

"All wolves are one... Find strength... in that..."

Varok sneered, raised his massive paw, and brought his heavy claws down across Bran's throat, silencing the leader forever.

Cole clamped his paws over his mouth to stop his own shrieks. Tears scalded his face, freezing almost instantly against his fur. His father was dead. His mother, his sister, his friends everyone was gone. The valley pack was finished, and he had done nothing but watch from a dark hole.

Varok stood among the bodies, lifting his head to the gray sky. He let out a long, terrifying howl of victory. The rest of his clan joined in, their voices blending into a chorus of death that echoed off the frozen mountains.

For hours, Cole did not move. He lay under the dirt and snow, paralyzed by a cold that had nothing to do with the winter weather. It was the cold of guilt. He had survived because he was a coward. He had hidden while his family died.

When the howling finally stopped and the shadows grew long and black across the snow, the Iron Fang clan moved out, leaving the Sunken Valley silent.

Cole slowly pushed his way through the frozen crust of snow his father had thrown over him. The air outside was freezing, biting at his raw skin. He stumbled out into the open camp. The bodies of his pack were scattered everywhere, already turning stiff under the falling flakes.

He walked over to his father. Bran's grand body was cold. The eyes that had looked at him with so much warmth were now glassy and blank.

"I'm sorry," Cole whispered, his voice cracking. "I was too weak."

His father's final words echoed in his head: All wolves are one.

"No," Cole spat, his grief turning into a bitter, burning knot in his chest. "We aren't one. The pack makes you weak. Love makes you weak. If I had been strong alone, I could have saved you."

He could not stay here. The scent of blood would bring the scavengers soon, and if Varok's scouts returned, they would finish him too. Cole turned his back on the Sunken Valley, his small paws leaving a single line of tracks heading toward the dark, dangerous border of the Whispering Woods. He was alone now. He would never trust another wolf, and he would never join another pack.

Ten winters passed.

The young cub grew into a large, powerful wolf, but he carried the scars of that day deep in his soul. Cole lived in the thickest part of the Whispering Woods, a place where the trees grew so close together that the sun rarely touched the ground. He had no friends. He had no territory to defend except the ground beneath his paws.

To the other rogue wolves who lived on the edges of the forest, he was known as the "Coward Wolf." They knew he had run from the Iron Fang massacre. They knew he fought only when he was cornered.

It was late afternoon, and a fresh blizzard was building. Cole tracked a wounded deer through the deep drifts. His muscles were lean and hard, his fur a dull, unwashed gray. He moved like a ghost, silent and deadly, his eyes fixed on the red drops of blood in the snow ahead.

He caught up to the deer near a frozen creek. With one swift, powerful leap, Cole brought the animal down, his jaws locking onto its neck until it stopped moving. He was tired, his ribs aching from days of poor hunting. This meat would keep him alive for a week.

He began to drag the carcass toward a hidden rock ledge where he could eat in peace.

Suddenly, the wind shifted. A scent cut through the smell of raw meat. It was the musk of other wolves. Rogue scavengers.

Three wolves stepped out from behind the snow-covered bushes. They were thin, their ribs showing through their patchy fur, but their eyes were wild with hunger. The leader was a yellow-furred brute with a torn ear.

"Look what the Coward found," the yellow wolf growled, stepping onto the ice of the creek. "A fresh kill. And he did all the hard work for us."

Cole dropped the deer. He did not growl. He did not puff out his chest. He simply stood over his food, his dark eyes boring into the intruders. "Leave," Cole said, his voice rough from years of silence. "There is nothing for you here."

"There's a whole deer here," the yellow wolf laughed, signaling his two companions to move to the sides, circling Cole. "What are you going to do, big boy? Run away like you did when Varok butchered your family? We know who you are. You're Bran's little runner."

The mention of his father's name sent a flash of white-hot anger through Cole's veins. His lips pulled back, revealing long, sharp white teeth. A low, gravelly snarl vibrated deep in his chest. He did not want to fight, but he would not starve.

The yellow wolf lunged first, aiming for Cole's throat.

Cole was faster. Years of surviving alone had made his reflexes sharp as flint. He ducked his head, letting the yellow wolf slam into his shoulder, then reared back and bit down hard on the rogue's front leg. The bone popped loudly. The yellow wolf shrieked, backing away on three legs, his blood splattering the white ground.

The other two rogues hesitated, seeing their leader disabled so quickly. They looked at Cole's massive frame, his bared teeth, and the cold fury in his eyes.

"This isn't worth it," one of the rogues muttered, turning and bounding back into the brush. The other followed instantly, dragging their whimpering leader with them.

Cole watched them go until their scents vanished in the wind. The anger left him as quickly as it had come, leaving him feeling empty and tired. He grabbed the deer by the neck again and dragged it under the deep rock ledge. He ate quickly, filling his belly before the meat could freeze solid.

When he was done, he lay down in the back of the small cave. The storm outside was howling now, a wall of white tearing through the trees. He closed his eyes, hoping for a dreamless sleep, but his mind kept drifting back to the red snow of his childhood.

A strange sound woke him hours later.

It was not the wind. It was a tiny, high-pitched whimper, weak and trembling.

Cole's ears twitched. He opened his eyes, staring into the dark entrance of his shelter. The storm was still raging outside, but the sound was close. Very close.

He stood up, his muscles tense, and walked to the edge of the ledge.

There, shivering violently in the snow just a few feet away, was a tiny cub. Its fur was a pale, dirty gray, almost white, and it looked no bigger than a rabbit. It was starving, its ribs pushing hard against its skin, its small legs shaking so much it could barely stand.

The cub looked up and saw Cole. Instead of running from the giant, terrifying wolf, the little cub let out a small yip, took three wobbling steps forward, and collapsed directly against Cole's heavy front paw, seeking any small bit of warmth.

Cole froze. He looked down at the tiny creature. It was a useless, weak thing. Taking care of a cub meant hunting for two. It meant slowing down. It meant having a target on his back.

"Get up," Cole growled softly, nudging the cub away with his nose. "Go find your pack."

The cub only whimpered louder, crawling right back against Cole's fur, its small body shivering violently against the cold stone.

Cole raised his massive paw, preparing to push the cub out into the snow. He had to be hard. He had to be alone to survive. That was the rule of the winter.

But as he looked down at the cub's small, desperate face, the wind outside let out a sharp howl that sounded exactly like the day the Sunken Valley fell. He saw himself, small and helpless, freezing in the dark.

Cole groaned, lowered his head, and gently gripped the cub by the scruff of its neck. He lifted the tiny thing and carried it into the back of the cave, dropping it near the remains of the deer. The cub immediately began to tear at the meat with its tiny teeth, eating like it hadn't seen food in weeks.

"Tomorrow, you leave," Cole told the cub, curling his tail around his own nose. "I am no one's protector."

The cub finished eating, wiped its bloody face against its paw, and crawled right into the center of Cole's curled-up body. It tucked its head under Cole's chin and fell fast asleep, its small, warm breaths hitting Cole's neck. Cole didn't move. He lay there in the dark, his heart heavy with a feeling he hadn't felt in ten years.

By morning, the storm had passed. The sun broke through the gray clouds, casting a bright, blinding light across the fresh snow.

Cole woke up early, his body stiff. He stood up, stretching his long legs, expecting the cub to wake up too. But the little wolf remained curled in a ball, deep in sleep.

"Time to go, small one," Cole said, tapping the cub with his paw.

The cub opened its eyes, blinked twice, and let out a happy yip. It jumped up, its energy completely restored by the meat and the warmth, and began to bite at Cole's heavy tail, thinking it was a game.

Cole pulled his tail away, his expression stern. "I told you. I move alone."

He stepped out of the cave and began walking down the trail, purposely moving at a fast pace. The snow was deep, and a cub's short legs would never be able to keep up. He didn't look back. He walked for an hour, crossing frozen streams and climbing steep ridges, leaving the Whispering Woods behind him.

Finally, he stopped on top of a snowy hill to catch his breath. He turned around, expecting to see a clear, empty trail.

Instead, he saw a tiny white speck moving through the deep wells his own paws had left in the snow.

The cub was following his tracks. It was completely exhausted, its tongue hanging out, face covered in frost, but it refused to stop. It stumbled, rolled down a small drift, got back up on its shaking legs, and kept moving toward Cole.

Cole watched it, a strange tightness forming in his throat. "Stupid cub," he muttered. "You're going to get yourself killed."

Before he could turn around to walk down the hill, a sharp, dark shadow fell over the snow trail behind the cub.

Cole's eyes widened.

Three large, gray wolves stepped out from the trees at the bottom of the hill. They weren't the rogues from yesterday. They wore heavy leather collars lined with iron studs around their thick necks.

They were Iron Fang scouts.

The lead scout spotted the cub instantly. He let out a low growl of amusement, his heavy paws picking up speed as he trotted toward the helpless little wolf. The cub stopped, finally realizing the danger, and looked up at the three massive killers closing in.

High on the hill, Cole's breath hitched. His mind flashed back to the root beneath the pine tree. He saw his father. He saw the teeth. He saw the blood.

If he ran now, the scouts would kill the cub and never know Cole was here. He could keep his freedom. He could stay safe. He could remain the lone wolf.

But the cub looked up the hill, its wide, terrified eyes finding Cole's shape against the blue sky. It didn't call out, but its small body went completely still, waiting to see if the big wolf would run away again.

Cole's claws dug deep into the hard ice beneath his paws. The silence of the mountain cracked as a terrifying roar tore out of his throat a roar that sounded exactly like Bran's used to.

He didn't think about safety. He didn't think about his rules. Cole threw himself down the steep hill, his massive legs pumping, sending a huge cloud of white snow exploding into the air behind him as he charged straight toward the Iron Fang killers.

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