Preface
Have you ever been at a place in your life where you believed that you had everything under control, and things are going your way? Then, you make a series of choices that send your life spiraling towards oblivion? With each turn there are great, mind-numbing sensations that send you over the sexual edge, and at the same time could send your life, your world crashing down around you in embers.
It becomes a drug...an addiction. When it’s good it’s good. When it’s bad, it is terrific. This is my tale of that eternal passion that ruined my life and many of those around me. Don’t be sad for me. This needed to happen. “All my life I dreamed of an ocean of loving acceptance and then came you: then God took knives and carved your existence...you can tell from my pigment that I’m still bruised; spent long cold nights just dreaming of warmth in the sky on a planet where suns don’t move; I crept through time and space in a race to get back to the playground where I found you...”
I hope this is worth it