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I’ve been dealing with being a prospect for half a year. I’ve gone to prison with them I’ve done plenty of their dirty work. half of which isn’t required for prospects but I did it to show they can trust me and that I’m worthy of being SAMCRO.
The only issues I’ve got are the sexist fuckers telling me to give up and become a croweater or get fucked by one of the sons to get protection. that being a son isn’t a joke or anything that is suited for girls. the other issue I’ve got is that only four prospects are pulling their weight while the others are slacking yet I know they’ll be patched which is horseshit.
Now there are some of the sons that aren’t sexist fuckers and that’s Opie, Happy, Chibs, JT,& piney while the others Tig, Bobby,& Juice are being sexist pigs. Jax is just a grade asshole to me despite the shit that I’ve done for him countless times.I mean the shit I done for Jackson is things beyond the prospecting job.
I’ve been a nanny for his son which I’m not complaining about I love Abel with all my heart. I treat him like my own blood.I’ve handled Wendy for Jax when she od and tried killing herself and Abel which I didn’t need Jax to have me handle her cause I would’ve done it myself. I was the one that practically dragged Jackson to the hospital to see Abel when he denied seeing him due to the percentage his little highschool run away informed him over.
and I told him ”doctors don’t know shit. they tell you something but don’t know anything. yea they get paid big bucks to cure you or try to but they aren’t the creator of life so they don’t get to decide if Abel will live or die." as I drove him to the hospital.
Now here I am waiting for the day to come to get patched a son which I rightfully deserve after the shit they put me through
