The girl who feared love
The rain had been falling since before dawn, turning the streets into mirrors of gray skies and broken dreams.
Evelyn Ashcroft stood beneath the awning of a small coffee shop, watching strangers rush past with umbrellas, lovers holding hands as though the storm that didn't exist. She wrapped her worn black coat tighter around herself, more to keep her thoughts in than the cold out.
She had never believed in happy endings.
Not after watching her parents' marriage crumble beneath years of screaming matches and slammed doors. Not after learning that promises could disappear overnight. And certainly not after the boy she'd trusted with her heart left without so much as a goodbye.
Love wasn't beautiful.
It was a lesson.
One that always seemed to end in heartbreak.
The bell above the café door chimed softly as she stepped inside. Warm air scented with coffee and cinnamon wrapped around her, briefly pushing the chill from her skin.
"Morning, Ev," called the barista with a tired smile.
"The usual?"
She nodded.
"The usual."
While her drink was being made, she wandered toward the window, sketchbook tucked beneath one arm. Drawing had always been easier than talking. Pencil lines never lied. People did.
She opened to a blank page and began drawing the rain.
Not the drops themselves.
The feeling of them.
Dark strokes became lonely streets. Smudged charcoal became heavy clouds. A single figure stood alone beneath them.
It looked familiar.
It looked like her.
"Mind if I sit here?"
The voice was low, calm, almost effortless.
Evelyn looked up.
A man stood beside the empty chair across from her table. He wore a black leather jacket still damp from the rain. Dark hair fell carelessly over his forehead, and faint scars traced one side of his hand. His eyes—an impossible shade of blue—held the kind of sadness that couldn't be hidden behind a smile.
For a second, neither of them spoke.
Then she shrugged.
"It's a free country."
A corner of his mouth lifted.
"I'll take that as a yes."
He sat, setting his coffee down between them.
Silence settled over the table.
Oddly...
It wasn't uncomfortable.
"You draw?" he finally asked, glancing at the sketchbook.
"Sometimes."
"It looks good."
"You've barely seen it."
"I've seen enough."
She raised an eyebrow.
"You always compliment strangers?"
"Only the interesting ones."
She almost laughed.
Almost.
"I'm Evelyn."
He hesitated just long enough to make her wonder why.
"Damian."
No last name.
No explanation.
Just Damian.
Outside, thunder rolled across the sky.
"So," he said, "what's a girl who looks like she carries the whole world around doing alone on a day like this?"
She looked back out the window.
"Avoiding people."
"And yet you let me sit down."
"I haven't decided whether that was a mistake."
He chuckled quietly.
"Fair."
The conversation drifted from music to books, from favorite cities neither had visited to dreams they no longer admitted out loud. Hours slipped by unnoticed.
Evelyn found herself smiling more than she had in months.
Damian listened more than he spoke. When he did speak, every word seemed carefully chosen, as if he'd learned long ago that words could wound just as easily as fists.
When she mentioned she loved old poetry, his eyes brightened.
"Dark poetry?"
"The darker, the better."
"I should've guessed."
"And why's that?"
"You have the eyes of someone who's survived things."
The words struck deeper than he could have known.
Before she could answer, his phone buzzed.
His expression changed instantly.
The warmth vanished.
His jaw tightened.
He read the message once.
Then again.
Everything about him became guarded.
"I have to go."
"So suddenly?"
"I'm sorry."
He stood, pulled a few bills from his wallet, and placed them on the table.
"For your coffee."
"I can pay for my own."
"I know."
He smiled sadly.
"I just wanted to."
Before she could stop him, he was already walking toward the door.
The bell chimed.
Cold air rushed inside.
And then...
He was gone.
Evelyn stared at the chair across from her.
Something about him felt unfinished.
Like a song ending before its final verse.
She gathered her sketchbook to leave.
Only then did she notice something tucked beneath the edge of her coffee cup.
A folded piece of paper.
She unfolded it carefully.
In neat handwriting were only seven words.
Be careful who you trust... especially me.
A shiver ran through her.
Outside, across the street, Damian paused beside a black motorcycle.
For just a moment, he looked back toward the café window.
Their eyes met one last time.
Then he pulled on his helmet, started the engine, and disappeared into the rain.
Evelyn had no idea that meeting him would change the course of her life.
Nor did she know that loving Damian Blackwood would one day force her to choose between the safety she'd always clung to...
...and the kind of love that could either save her or destroy her.









this book is awesome and there will be a series