RORA LOUSI BETWEEN TWO WORLDS

9 July 2022 , 12 00 am ,

My name is RORA LOUSI,

I grew up in orphanage .

To be honest i don't even i know what's my name means.

LOUSI, RORA.

seriously who come up with this.

Oh my god .

But i don't care anymore.

Today is 8 July 2022.

i was sixteen years old.

And tonight .....

i decided to run away.

The plain was simple .

Wait until everyone was sleep.

Climb over the back

And never look back...

never... ever.

So here i am 10 July midnight.

free...

Just think what i do now.

I am just walking along an endless road.

A road where i know no one , even no home.

No maps.

No memories worth keeping .

No destination.

I have absolutely have no idea where i was going....

Maybe that's the point.

In my sixteen years for the first time.

Every steps i take it by my own choice.

The night already gown darker.

Now what.

i couldn't even see the building anymore.

I don't have any idea where i was going.

My feet hurt so badly even every step felt heaver than last.

But i couldn't stop .....

If i stayed here until morning than the orphanage could come and look for me.

They find me...

they take me back.

i don't want that '

not anymore.

for the first time of my life i wanted to live with my own rules.

i kept walking along the empty road.

Then i saw someone.....

Standing middles of the road.

he wears oversized black coat with hod lowered his head , hiding his eyes , his hands wears buries deeply inside the pockets his head were lowered like he waiting for someone.

My heat skipped at beat.

Who is that....

A thief .

A murderer .

Or maybe something ever more worse.

Who's knows.

i slowed my steps.

The road was completely silent.

No cars

No people.

Just cold wind.

And the mysterious man was standing perfectly still in darkness.

I kept staring at him.

Then ...

He slowly lifted his head.

He had seen me.

This can't get any even worse... right.

Before i knew the tear rolled down my cheeks.

I couldn't stop shaking.

My heart pounded so hard it felt like it was trying to escape my chest.

What i supposed to do.

What if he kill me...

or.... kidnap me.

I took a shaky step back.

h.. Hey ... listen.

My voice cracked .

Please don't do anything .

I.. go... back okey.. i go back.. to the orphanage .... but.. please don't hurt me....

I squeezed my eyes shut. too terrified to look .

Silence.

then...

CRASH...

the sharp sound of glass hitting the road echoed thought the empty road.

I slowly opened my eye.

then the other..

... huh/

The man...

was gone...

There was no one standing middles of the road anymore.

No footsteps.

No shadow.

Nothing....

It was as if he never been there.

My eyes searched the road.

Then i noticed it.

A small crystal glass sphere rested exactly where the man was been standing.

It shimmered faintly beneath the moonlight.

As thought it had been left there...

FOR ME... maybe