White Walls
I stare out the window of the white room that I am alwaus stuck in, I could say this is my house considering how long I have been here.
The air is always sterile and clean, the room is clean and crisp, the only entertainment I get from being here is seeing the little kids play at a park across the street. And once a while when I watch TV.
* Knock knock *
" Its time for you to take your medicine miss Y/n”
I snap out of my thoughts and make my wheelchair turn around and go to my bed.
I put the wheels on my wheelchair in brake so it wouldn’t move when I got up. I slowly got up from the chair shakily walking to the side of the bed. The nurse tried to help me but I move her hands away.
Y/n- ” I got it ”
She backed away and I got on the bed then took the pills that were in a small cup and took it. I swallowed it with some water than gave the cup back to the nurse.
" Your parents are almost here to take you home we will see you in one week as usual.”
I nod and the nurse left
You may be asking why am I in a wheelchair well, I have a disease that makes me really weak and have a low immune system. Its so bad and serious that I have to stay in the hospital every other week, not only that but my heart is failing on me every second I am alive.
Like every other patients on this floor they are waiting on a organ transplant. I go to school every week that I am home, but they know my conditions so if I leave the school they know why. I can walk but only when I don’t take this medicine they give me to help the pain of my heart burning. It makes me feel even more weak than I already am.
I look back outside to see the little kids playing with their friends, lucky for them they have friends.
I don’t really go to school and when I do I just pay attention to lesson and get the work done. Most of the kids at my school already judge me for not going to school that much.
The door slides open,I look at the door and I see my mom and Dad.
Mom - ” Hi Y/n ready to go home now.”
I nod
My dad helped me get in the wheelchair while my mom gets my clothes and stuff. The only people I let help me are my parents. They mean the world to me. I am an only child sometimes I feel like I was such a disappointment for my parents they wanted a healthy baby but instead got one that was so sick that even doctors said I wouldn’t live to see one. But here I am hanging on just by a thread.
My dad wheels me out of the hospital and helps me in the car. We drove to our house I couldn’t wait till I was in my bed where I know and not some place with plain white walls.
We arrived at the house my dad helped me walk to my room that was upstairs. He sat me down on the bed and put the covers on for me.
Dad - ” You should get some sleep, I know you can’t sleep well at the hospital. I will wake you up when dinner is ready.”
He says and kisses my forehead and walks to my door.
Y/n - ” Thank you Dad”
Dad - ” No problem, I will always be there for you. Now get some sleep.”
I nod and he walks out closing my door. I snuggle into the covers and drift off to sleep.
3 hrs later
I woke up to someone shaking my shoulder. I opened my eyes and it was my mom.
Mom - ” Wake up Y/n, dinner is ready.”
Y/n - ” I am up.”
Mom - ” Did you want to eat in your room you can if you want.”
I shook my head
Y/n - ” I want to eat with you guys downstairs.”
Mom - ” Okay come on I will help you.”
She helped me get up from the bed and lead me downstairs to the dining room. She sat me down on the chair across my mom.
Y/n - ” Mom where is Dad??”
Mom - ” He had to go to work there was an emergency and they called him up.”
Y/n - ” Ah I see”
Mom gave me a plate of food and made herself a plate than started to eat. I ate the food and I missed it so much the hospital food taste so plain too me. My Mom’s cooking is best in the world too me.
Y/n - ” Mom this tastes so good, so much better than the hospital food.”
She laughs
Mom - ” I am glad that you like it then.”
Y/n - ” Mom what time is Dad going to be home?”
Mom - ” I think around midnight, why do you ask?”
Y/n - ” Just wondering, what about you Mom are you still working as a fashion designer.”
She kinda paused then ate again
Mom - ” No I quit”
Y/n - ” What why, your designs were amazing Mom. ”
Mom - ” Ah I just didn’t like the career”
Y/n - ” Mom you loved it I remember you were so happy that you got that job and was crying. Don’t tell me you quit to take care of me mom.”
She was quite and just kept eating
Y/n - ” Mom, you don’t need to quit your dream to take care of me. I know that it was your dream to make clothes don’t let my sickness get in the way of it. You can always get someone to take care of me.”
Mom - ” Y/n I loved that job but I love you more. I would give the world to you if I could to heal you and make you healthy. I would never hire someone to take of you, I would rather lose my dreams too take care of you.”
Y/n - ” Mom I love you too but don’t worry about me do what you always wanted to do. If you were me you would do the same as I am doing would you not.”
She nodded and I laughed
Mom - ” But who do I hire to take care of you?”
Y/n - ” Hmm I don’t know but I know someone will come along.”
We ate dinner and then she helped me up to my room. I got some clothes and my towel and went to the bathroom to take a shower. I took a shower and dried my hair. Then slowly walked out of my bathroom to my bed and laid down and snuggled into the covers falling asleep once again.
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7am
I wake up to the alarm going off
I turn it off and went to the bathroom and brushed my teeth than combed my hair and put it into a bun. I put on my school uniform and put on my backpack then went downstairs to eat breakfast.
My mom and Dad wasn’t at the table I saw food on the table and a note from my mom saying she went to babysit the kids at my aunts house. I ate my breakfast then headed out of the house. I locked the door and walked to school on my way to school I plugged in my headphones to my phone and started to listen to music on the way to school.
I arrived just on time and went to my first period which was math. I was good at school but I just wasn’t there a lot.
I sat at my usual seat all the way at the back near the window. I took out my headphones and stopped my music and put it away. The teacher walked in and started the lesson.
I didn’t pay attention to the lesson because it was review on what we did last month and I already knew it. I daydreamed looking out of the window watching the clouds and the cars pass by.
Teacher - ” Class we have a new student joining us today. Please be nice and respectful to him, you can come inside.”
I heard girls screaming and whispering curious I looked at the new student. I looked at him he looks like any other guy but just a bit more attractive than all the other guys here at this school.
" Hi , I am Jeon Jungkook I hope we can be friends.” He said and bowed
Teacher - ” You can sit next too the top student, miss Y/n please raise your hand.”
I raised my hand
Teacher - ” You can sit next to her your guys schedule is the same so just follow her to her classes. And miss Y/n please guide him around our school.”
I nodded
He made his way to the desk next to mines, I felt the stares on me and whispering about me. But I didn’t care they can hate and envy me all they want it’s their own time they are wasting their own time over me instead of themselves.
I started doing the work that the teacher has assigned us and was almost done but someone tapped my shoulder. I looked at the person and it was Jungkook.
Y/n - ” Yes?”
Jungkook - ” Can you give me your paper.”
Y/n - ” What why?”
Jungkook: ” I don’t feel like doing it and you are almost done so just help me out. You can have a hug from me afterwards.”
He may be attractive but his personality sucks ass.
Y/n - ” Hell no, you got thirty minutes left of this class you can do it. Just because we have the same class or we sit next to each other doesn’t mean I am your buddy that you can cheat off. If you think I am your free ticket to getting work done, find someone else to guide you around school. I am sure the other girls in this class wouldn’t mind.”
Jungkook: ” You should be honored that I am sitting and talking to you.”
This guy really knows how press my buttons
Y/n - ” Look here you may be attractive than the other guys in this school but don’t let that get to your head. Personality is what I look at and obviously you don’t have none.”
I got up from my seat and turned in my paper
Y/n - ” If someone wants to take that Jungkook guy around school please do, and if your talking about me say it to my face instead of behind my back thank you fellow peers that are irrelevant to me.” I bowed and left to the lockers.
Teacher - ” Y/n!!” She called from the hallway
I stopped and turned around
Teacher - ” I have never seen you speak like that scratch that I have never seen you speak at all. What happened?”
Y/n - ” Nothing but can I please move to another seat to many people talking and distracting me.”
She nodded and I walked off to my locker to get the things I needed for the next class.
Looks like the new guy is my new enemy just like everyone at my school. Well the more the merrier I guess.
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This was trash but I like it lol I’m weird and I am trash so guess this story is perfect 👌
