Chapter 1
My family are familiar to the police, they are known villains and they need not bother hiding from them. But the thing was the family also do not know themselves. This is a mirror image of what and who they are.
I am certainly aware this is not the stuff which a child would want to air but it is a mistake not to when the cars he is driving are so dangerous to us all. Two children of his died in some incident and one was only sleeping in the car when she died. Someone said they did not see the car in the dark. She just was sleeping and then it was done. The thing is of course lights in Turkey are a bit off there are light switches on the roads and cars drive like maniacs all the time hooting and howling to be off. Well it is a mistake to assume the mistake of misinterpreting and representing dad as a unnatural killer of his own children is it?
Well he has made me a offer and that is that. When I was a child we did not have anything but paper and I swallowed the paper so I could eat something. It tasted nice and the thing made me less hungry.
“Take the key give it to the child and the house belongs to that child."
“Everything belongs to the child?”
"We have bills to pay."
"He takes the shirt from our backs."
“She had a list of women visitors.”
“She did what?”
“Yes it is unfortunate is it not?”
when the snakes died? It was thought that in that family the entire clan would be wiped out.
Snakes eat children.
“I gave the virgin birth like the Virgin Mary.” said mother Zeks.
“Fucking heck.” Said dad,
"Get you out." she said.
An odd child whom screamed daily because did not hear .
Adopted dad on his wedding night with his readymade family.
But adopted mother was not a virgin too on her wedding night she was supposed to be pregnant with me.
Dad said his only problem was he had shot a snake and that left him with the obligation to look after the child which was I. Interfered with the bosses intentions? Well yes.
"Defamation of character."
Get thrown out when at the age which is called a child so that they no longer have the capacity to argue with their betters.
The common sense we swear to what of it?
The folly of saying to someone that he is re elected when he killed his own.
No he did not.
“They are gone my friends they left us with the two wives at home and the fifteen child care.”
“You fit inside your cage to a good degree.”
“How many watts?”
Shared grief. That the world is now crying all round there is a giant leap to find music again to enjoy again to live again.
“They might not.”
"Being at home one can't."
“Change is difficult?”
Broadsheet did not say a word about this.
They have locked all the journalists. Closed their mouths with cat paw.
Dad the adopted returns home because he was called he had been having such a good life and now he had to do his part and he was not exactly happy with that. His past had been one thing that blood father blackmailed him with. Having been in jail for murder and that drove him insane. He began to hurt.
Have you lived with a couple who are at each others throats because both had been now trapped?
“Yes.”
He had shot the snake and that made me his business and included in the package was mother as well as the two siblings had the goods all tied in their estate. What went for one the other had to have. Gold would have been jealous if her sister had all the fun because she no servant to some lazy slut. That is what she called her granddaughter. But mother said she was gentle and kind and did all the work for her. In her mind Gold was a saint.
Dad was trapped he had the look of loathing in his eyes and he wanted to do nothing more than sleep. His days was too packed he just had to sleep.
"I will never interfere with the wild life again." He promised and dad said kindly of course not. But man it is too late now is it not?
He might have floated onto the next best thing. But he had used his time not well and he had aged his dark head had grey in it.
"Trapped?"
Nothing doing if he loved the woman?
There is no love when there is an arrangement because it is sanctified no wonder many women end up widows.
Look what has happened?
I don’t think it is true but what if it is?
The right husband for the right job what a man who has just lost all his senses must be like you only had to look at dad the adopted to know.
“His worthy of the chance.”
“Our leader a great man.”
" Whose side is he on now?"
"We hope on ours."
"Do you mean my dad is a fake?"
"No he is as
“You see people do not know what is good for them.”
“We know what is good for them.”
“To make mockery of a great dad?.”
“Yes it is a pity.”
"He did shot the snake and she lives and that makes him the enemy my enemy always interferes with the things I want. I wanted asked politely kill her and she is saved."
“What does it mean?”
“There is nothing wholesome about a woman behaving like a body armour.” As he lunges towards her as she totally destroys herself in my eyes they have become like coupling animals and their souls have deserted the scene. It is violence in front of me as a child. A child should never see two adults behaving like animals but there is no escape.
"Live and tell tales?"
"That is my reward to tell my side of the story so that I might become reconciled to God."
"Well go away."
"Yes it is a wise decision."
Yes that is what it might mean but also that he is a mass murderer. Oh my God.
"My blood father is a mass murderer?"
"Okay you go and continue with the stories it is nothing to do with you."
"Everything to do with me. He is my father."
