I hate you
"I hate you!" I wanted him to know that before I left. I wanted him to know how angry I was. I wanted Adrian to know how sad I am.
"Bo I'm sorry." Sorry? What a lie I hear everything.
"Sorry isn't going to fix this." I grab my car keys and try to leave but he pulls me into him.
"Bo I never meant to lie to you please don't go," What!?
"You didn't mean to lie to me about love? You are full of shit,"
"I didn't mean it that way. I meant I should have told you the full truth Bo I'm sorry I love you."
"Adrian you obviously did so fuck off," I said with tears streaming down my face.
~Adrian's pov~
"I never meant to hurt you please listen to me." I want her to know I want her to know how much she means to me.
"Why should I? Why you sleep with girls every night and then when I talk to one guy you question my loyalty. You have even hit me over things like that. This isn't a normal relationship this is abusive. Do you remember when we first met? Do you remember the promise you made? You said I promise I will never hurt you or harm you. I promise to never cheat I promise to stay by your side and I promise I will never ever ever question your loyalty because you are my perfect little luna."
"Bo... I never meant to sleep with all those girls and I never meant to hurt you, Bo you are my life, my love, I live to see you happy every day,"
"Then why? Why would your friend say that and why would you want to mark me and then leave me? I could die because of that? Did you ever once even care about me?"
"I did I always did Bo please I love you."
"If you loved me then you wouldn't have hurt me and broke me into a million pieces. You wouldn't have fucked those girls you wouldn't have marked another girl and you sure as hell wouldn't have made her your fucking luna!" I watched as my mate fell to the floor sobbing. I wanted to pick her up so bad. I wanted to hold and tell that it was all a bad dream. I wanted to tell her I love her I wanted to see her happy.
~Bo's pov~
"Adrian I am so tired of us fighting I am so tired of you not believing in me. I am so tired of all our pack members asking me when are you going to get marked because I know you will be the best luna ever. I am so tired of hearing other girls moan your name. I am so tired of this toxic relationship. I am so tired of being alive now I want to die. I want the pain to stop." I was a sobbing mess. My eyes were puffy my hair was messy my clothes are tangled. I'm a fucking mess.
"Bo I am so sorry." For the first time since I met him, I saw him cry.
"Bo I never ever ever meant for any of this to happen I just wanted to prove that I could be cool I wanted to bring my reputation up Bo I'm so sorry. You don't have to forgive me now or ever but please stay here I don't think I could last a day without seeing you." He said with more tears coming down his face
"I can't Adrian I have to go." I watch as he slowly falls to the floor I watch as he sobs. I hear his begging but I leave him there and go. It's better for both of us I thought in my head. I got in my car and drove around the whole night.
"Adrian I hate you. But I also you and I hate you for that making me fall for you while you have the time of your life fucking girls. I hate this feeling of heartbreak." I start crying again I just let them fall I don't even hold back anymore I just slowly start breaking more. I hate this. I hate you, Adrian, you make me feel so weak and so little but you also make me feel so happy and so loved. I hate you Adrian.
