Chapter 1
| Five years ago |
| England |
| Liverpool |
“You’re just a girl” my father said sharply and loud screaming....
“No I’m not,” I shouted angrily....
“Roxana. My love.This is a mistake... Don’t involve yourself in this trouble” said my mother tenderly....
“No, this is my dream ...... and I live to achieve it .... and I will not give it up” I said with determination
“Make your dreams come true, but don’t kill yourself...” said my father, who is very angry....
“I’m putting my life at risk..... And there are thousands of people , why do you think that the only one is going to killed would be me?” I shouted angrly
“Because you are simply a girl... Weak.... Can’t protect your self.... “My father said coldly and confidently
My mother looked at me and then she said... “You are a girl... My dear.... This work is created for men not you... You can’t even carry a knife..... ”
I looked at them then I said.. “Yes I’m a girl.... And to be a detective this is my dream.... And I am not weak... ”
my father become more angry and said.... ” the debate is over..... And you won’t be a detective or even a cop..... ”
I can’t understand why he is acting like this My eyes widened.... . Is this really my dad....? Why doesn’t he want to fulfill my dreams.... I can’t believe..... But I will never gave up....
Then I told them with a greater determination. “No, Dad, this is my dream since childhood and I’m not giving it up... I will become a detective and protect people and I will not be weak..... ”
My father looked at me and said......
“If you are going to do this then You are abandoning us .”
My eyes really widened.... Is that so hard to see me happy in the realization of my dreams? .... Did he abandon me because he didn’t want me to be a cop like I dreamed since the youngest and how long I was waiting to finish the secondary school until joined the Police academy.... Even I have worked so hard and became one of the pioneers of this year I studied a lot and I cared about my physical fitness
I can ride horses and Fencing and I’m good at some martial arts.
But I would not kill my dream so easily....
I said sadly, “sorry, Dad...... But I want to be a cop... More than anything”
My father got up from his seat and said “if you do what do you want ..... I don’t want to find you here in the morning”
My mom crying so hard and said ” You are kidding right.... You’re going to give up your only daughter.”
He looked at her and say sharply “She is the one who abandons us...She’s selfish.”
Then he came out of the room speeding....
My mother looked at me and wiped her tears and said, “Whatever was your dream, I will support you to the end..... You are not weak.... The weak one abandons his dream because of fear... The weak one who leaves the past control him .... And you’re not weak .... You are my daughter Roxana Soldatova... Go on... Achieve your dream and make me proud of you.”
I smiled from the midst of my tears and hugged my mother heavily... I really don’t want to leave my family. I love them so much but.... I have to realize my dream. Here’s my mom. Support me...... And quickly took me to my room and arranged my purse and booked tickets to go to London... And she told me “Take this money and this is my family’s card, I wasn’t using it butI think. It’s time to use it now ..... Promise me to take care of yourself.... And get back to me safe again.... ”
She smiled and kissed me then I said, “I promise you mum... That I will make you proud until the end of life and I will never disappoint you...”
I Farewelled my mother then I went out of the house with those words that I will never forget them ..... “Whatever your dream, I will support you to the end..... You are not weak.... The weak one abandons his dream because of fear....The weak one who leaves the past control him ...... And you’re not.... You are my daughter Roxana Soldatova... Go on...Achieve your dream and make me proud of you.”
Those words have been very frequent in my mind and since then everything has changed in my life ......
