STUNNING INOCENCE
Hong Joshua was a really sensitive guy with morals.He also attended church, and wanted to wait to have sex until marriage. Something that was the complete opposite of you. You had no morals, wasn’t a virgin, and you were completely insensitive.
Guys like Joshua turned you off- but something about Joshua caught your eye lately. You had caught his too- but he was afraid. He was afraid of what he might end up doing if he gave into you. So he pretended it wasn’t happening.
Everyone around you was laughing but you couldn’t help but stare at Joshua. The way he laughed, the way he talked, and his stupid little jokes- it all caught you off guard.
Why? Because he wasn’t your type. But you wanted him to be. You wanted to mold him into your liking- completely selfish but whatever. You couldn’t help it, and you couldn’t completely understand either.
Joshua was a Jesus freak who wanted to wait until Marriage to have sex. And those types of guys left a bad taste in your mouth. A taste you wanted to replace with a cock.
No you weren’t anti god. But you were anti anything that did not involve sex. You were a fend. Something innocent that burst into flames years ago. So what? Why Joshua? When he couldn’t even look you in the eyes properly without crumbling.
Why? When Joshua Hong was sensitive and he cried more than you. He spoke softly and he walked with a positive stance. He always seemed happy and he was the happy virus of the group of boys you hung out with.
Why? When asshole Mingyu was sitting right there next to him, Mingyu was so fucking handsome, nasty, and dirty. How you knew? You fucked him when you first started hanging out with the boys. So, maybe since you already had him countless times you couldn’t use him as an example.
Okay, what about Wonwoo? he was sitting on the other side of Mingyu and you hadn’t yet to try and snatch him up yet. You tried to keep your legs closed as much as possible when it came to the boys so far you had fucked only mingyu - only because it was hard to resist a man like that.But looking at Wonwoo you could have fun with that....
Ugh, but - it wasn’t the same.
Point was that Joshua was sucking you into him without him doing anything and even after all this time why now? All this time you’ve known him and now you wanted to devour the sweetness inside him and turn him sour.
What was wrong with you ? He was so innocent what was he going to do for you? What could Joshua Hong possibly do for your thirst you would have to teach him everything an-
It clicked.
It fucking clicked.
Your ways had changed you wanted to be in control. Maybe you were bored of having a dominate man fuck you senseless- maybe you wanted to fuck them senseless..
A sudden need for you to be his teacher crept in the pit of your womanhood. It was so strong so violent that you had to squeeze your legs shut and suddenly you couldn’t concentrate not that you could anyways with Joshua in the room.
You continued to stare at him. Imagine all the things you could teach him, only if he would let you though. You wanted him to let you.
See that was going to be the hard part. How are you going to get him to succumb to you when he was such a Jesus freak. Joshua always stood by his morals nonetheless. If you did try to seduce him it was going to be real hard.
you just wanted to put your mouth on his-
“Y/n are you listening?”
You were sucked out the alternate world that you so desperately needed. The one where Joshua was the student and you were the teacher and you fucked him so wildly it almost gave him a heart attack from the evil call sex.
And it was so much better you were his noona. All you could hear was him moaning noona over and over again. it was like music to your ears as you got him off-
“Yeah, I’m okay,” you stupidly said.
“No, I asked you if your listening.”
Suddenly you couldn’t reply back to mingyu when Joshua looked at you and stopped talking. You both made eye contact, and he grimaced under your Predator stare and then looked away causing you to come back down to earth and to answer mingyu.
“Oh yeah, I’m listening.” you lied.
Everyone started to talk again and Mingyu gave you that sexy look he always gave when he wanted something. That something being sex. You gave it back and looked away you were pretty sure he would sneak into your room tonight- but what you really wanted to do was to sneak into Joshua’s.
Again, you continued to keep your eyes on him not understanding how you got here- but now that you were here you didn’t know how to leave. You didn’t know what to do but imagine having sex with innocence taking innocence away from a person like Joshua was the boiling point for you and you were just about to overflow with lust.
Joshua glanced your way and you looked down. Then he continued to stare at you until you looked back up and you stared at him as he looked another way both of you playing cat and mouse the whole time in the living room dorm as everyone talked.
The tv was on but no one was watching it. But Joshua was better than tv . He would leave you with imagination until the day he let you have him- and you hoped you could have him. You wanted him. Seeing him the way you were was a bothersome effect and you hated when things bothered you- you always got what you want.
But what if you really couldn’t have him? What if he didn’t want to have you? What if that girl he wanted wasn’t you? Would he even try to consider you. Would he break all his morals for you? You didn’t know, but you wanted to find out even if that meant getting hurt in the process.
Again he made eye contact with you and you didn’t look away this time he wasn’t going to intimidate you and make you small, he should be the one being intimidated because what you wanted to give him was intimidating enough. Just wait. Hopefully you would have him melting in between your thighs soon enough.
