Maddie

Maddie's POV

I was sitting on the park bench where you told me you would never let me go. The one where you kissed me, where you said you loved me, where you said you would always be there for me, protect me, hold me, and do everything for me….

Now I’m sitting here, only one thing is missing….

…you….

I’m sitting here out in the cold in nothing but a long-sleeved shirt, jeans, and my black boots. I have a picture of us together and a knife.

Its dark, and I’m all alone with tears streaming down my face, and blood dripping down my arms and onto the ground…

I sat there thinking about how wrong everything feels…wondering why I can’t just be happy…. what happened to me? Then I saw it…the flashing red lights and three regular cars following close behind…

When they pulled into the parking lot to the park I got up so quick and ran, but you were faster, stronger, bigger than me, always had been…

You got out of the car so quick and started after me…

I thought I would have the advantage, because you had a lot of distance to cover before you would actually catch up to me, but I was wrong.

You caught up in no time…I kept pushing myself to go faster, but I was low on energy….

Who wouldn’t be low on energy if they lost a lot of blood…

That was the advantage for you, you caught me and we both fell to the ground…

I cried so much…. I yelled at you too….

“Why did you lie to me!!! Why did you tell me you would never let anything bad happen to me!!! You left me!!! You told me you loved me!!! You told me you would never let me go, but you did!!!! You did Andrew!!! You’re gone, and you don’t care!!!”

“If I didn’t care Maddie, then why would I be here… I love you! So, so much! I made a huge mistake letting you walk out alone…I know…. I’m sorry…But I promise you I will never make that same mistake, ever again!!! Please Maddie, just come over to the ambulance, let them help you! Let me take care of you! Let me help you! Let me hold you! Let me in! Let me love you! Please!!! I already lost you once, and that was a huge mistake, I can’t lose you for good!!! Please!!!”

You started crying…

I had never seen you like this before…

It hurt me to see you like this, and it made me feel good to know that you still cared, that you still loved me, correction LOVE me…

I walked towards you, kissed you, and you kissed back and held me, then everything went black….

I don’t really remember what happened next….

It’s all a little fuzzy….

The last thing I remember was you saying to me “I love you darling, please don’t die on me, I just got you back, I’m not going to lose you again! Please!!! HOLD ON!!”