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To find someone who shares the same feelings as you, or even a similar feeling -a slight bit of what you're feeling- is never easy.
Life was always strange.
For me to always be my awkward self, to always slip away from conversations, to hid away in the shadows or the corner of the room, I was an outcast.
Starting from people I don't know to my best friends, or at least what I thought were my best friends. Everyone became a stranger, even myself. I didn't know who I was anymore.
With my life going down the hill, would you think I'd be able to smile everyday and act like everything is great?
No, the answer is no. I didn't smile, I didn't even bother to talk to anyone. Strangely enough, I loved being lonely; how i didn't have anyone to worry about, how I was always comfortable, how quiet and void surrounded me where ever I went.
My story is weird, it took turns I definitely wasn't expecting, yet I couldn't help but feel thankful that it did.
JIN
I won't lie and say that I understood how he was feeling, because I didn't.
Life for me was normal, boring even.
Where ever I go I'd notice him, alone.
He was always alone.
It confused me. Why? Was the question that kept repeating in my mind whenever I see him.
Why was he alone?
Many reasons appeared after that question, yet non of them was the real one.
I wanted to help, maybe my help wasn't much but I hope -everyday and night- that he gets better. Not only for his sake, but mine as well.
He sparked a feeling inside me, I didn't think I'd feel. He made me feel alive.
It was funny, hilarious even! To think that he affected me so much, without even talking to me.
He was like a gloomy, yet happy summer afternoon.









𝐇𝐢 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞,
𝐈 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐝 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐞𝐧𝐣𝐨𝐲𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐭! 𝐢𝐭 𝐟𝐞𝐥𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐰𝐚𝐭𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚 𝐦𝐨𝐯𝐢𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝. 𝐈 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝𝐧'𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐩 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐳𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐚𝐬 𝐚 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐜 𝐨𝐫 𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐩𝐡𝐢𝐜 𝐧𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐥.
𝐈'𝐦 𝐚 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐬𝐭 (𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐜 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐣𝐚𝐦!), 𝗜'𝗺 𝗮 𝗵𝘂𝗴𝗲 𝗳𝗮𝗻𝗳𝗶𝗰𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱𝗲𝗿 𝗼𝗻 𝗜𝗻𝗸𝗶𝘁𝘁, 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗜 𝗼𝗳𝘁𝗲𝗻 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗰𝗵 𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝗮𝘂𝘁𝗵𝗼𝗿𝘀 𝘁𝗼 𝗰𝗿𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝘃𝗶𝘀𝘂𝗮𝗹 𝗮𝗿𝘁 𝗼𝗿 𝗰𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗶𝗿 𝘀𝘁𝗼𝗿𝗶𝗲𝘀. 𝐈𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐧 𝐛𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐯𝐢𝐬𝐮𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲, 𝐈'𝐝 𝐛𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐲 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐩. 𝐍𝐨 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥, 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐚 𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐦𝐞.
𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐡 𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐧 𝐃𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐚𝐭 𝐥𝐮𝐧𝐚𝐩𝐮𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐨𝐮𝐥 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮’𝐝 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐩𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐟𝐨𝐥𝐢𝐨 𝐨𝐫 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐮𝐬𝐬 𝐟𝐮𝐫𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫.
𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐤𝐬 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲. 𝐈𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐚 𝐰𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐟𝐮𝐥 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝!
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