The darkness within

All my life there has been nothing but darkness. My mother past away when I was four and becuase of that my father took his own life two years later. I guess not everyone can hold the darkness.

Since that tramatic out break in my life I have been alone.. Homeless.. and afraid. But Over the years I have learnt to be brave. My father always told me a brave person can admit that there scared.. so thats what I am doing now..

Its been 13 years since then.. im now 19 years old. The year of adult hood. The year that I thought was gonna be my break. But oh was I wrong.

It all started on June 16th in the year of 2032. When I was younger I would walk down a road with my mother and father holding both of my hands. The road was gorgeously serounded by big beautifull house's. I remember.. ha.. I remember telling them that I would one day buy a house here.

I would just imagine the inside with so many slides! I loved my parents.. now that they're gone I walk down this road every morning to clear my head. But that day was the worst day of my life.

I wasnt paying attention to my surroundings... and I now never do it because of this moment. As I was walking past a big beautifull yellow house I got grabbed from behind. I was gonna scream but the basterd covered my mouth.

He pinned me againts the wall beside the house. He put my hands above me. As I thought this was the worst it could get he put his leg between my legs. I knew that this situation was gonna end up in my death. But I started to feel this emotion.

Disgust, disgust that someone would do this. Disgust slowly turned into anger. And this energy started pulsing through my veins! I tried to contain it but I just couldnt. I screamed and a big wave of energy threw the man far back enough to hit the wall and make a dent. People started to come out to see what was going on.. I looked down at the man realising that his head was bleeding out. At that moment I knew that my life was never gonna be the same.