Intro
If you have ever experienced a love so fragile and addicting that it's intoxicating, I always believed you had to be doing something wrong. My curious, and ever so naive, mind never could understand how a person can be so dedicated to another that they end up hurting to the point of sorrow.
But I couldn't understand, as I had never felt that way. I was never truly in love with anyone, except the thorough idea of them I had created.
I always believed it was my personality that kept them away. My strong will, stubbornness, and my small obsession with something in particular was what kept them at a safe distance.
I really really wanted to believe that was it.
