Headspace
Headspace
Have you ever felt like your stuck
Stuck in a four-cornered room
With no entrances or exits
No way in no way out
Not sure of how your gonna escape
Yet not sure you wanna escape
Stuck in your own personal headspace
Afraid and alone
Yet not afraid of being alone
Loneliness comforts you
Yet frightens you
You’re confused on how you feel
Unsure if it’s all real
You see yourself as
An overly anxious attention seeker
When you don’t receive attention
You feel as if no one loves you
But when you do receive attention
You panic and run
Unsure of what to do
You don’t know what you want
But you don’t care
Because all that matters
Is that your feelings are spared
You get an exception
Because you have Anxiety and Depression
Allowing everyone to fall
Into your pool of deception
Making everyone see it
Only from your perspective
You make people play your twisted game
Almost like taking a fork and scrambling their brain
Slowly driving them insane
But that’s okay
Soon you’ll be back in that space
Alone and afraid, no longer safe
With no one to play your games
Back in your twisted headspace
K.N.Christie
