Chapter 1
5th of June, 2019
I got a weird idea of having a secret diary in my practice copy which is practically a register but I use it as my practice copy. I am the craziest person in this whole world. I always had that desire to have a diary since I was 8 and even had two diaries but, because of my family members continuously peeking inside those diaries forced me to stop writing and I burned those diaries. But, my desire to have my own personal diary never ceased. And see now, that desire has forced me to have a secret diary inside this fat register.
I wrote a lot of things in my new diary and shared the fear that I have deep inside my heart to be departed with my friends next year after passing out the school. I love my friends. But what can I do? Life must go on. “There will be ups and downs, twists and turns, but have faith in yourself, and just move on.” These are the words I always tell myself when I am sad or I have to determine myself.
“If you do what your heart says you to do,
You’ll never regret your decisions
But,
If you’ll keep on listening to what others say,
You’ll get nothing more than dissatisfaction.”
I tell a lot of thing to myself, but I can’t follow them all.
Just like people takes lots of resolution for the New Year, but can’t stand on them all.
In the last lines of the page I wrote ‘Tomorrow I’ll tell a lot about me. Good Night!’
