Captain

We in Britain are the pets of the established order do not do this do not do anything unless told to. You cannot do that there is almost this cruelty in the way they state the obvious we have become pets told when to die when to mate when to work and when to marry. Our lives are not our own because we are the migrants who have dared trespass on their soil. What we do what we do when we are at home such a puzzle. What we eat and do we do the things which they do? I am sorry? Well so we like to know because you write.

In the flats which we lived in we could never do anything but bless the landlord for giving us a home. Now sixty years down that road we continuously bless everything we ever worked for. Just in case it is not ours.

In Britain we can only have the true things in the British economy the blue line the brown line and the true crooks. We all swimmingly go and come as if the knock knocking is not the shop which said we are not the beguiled by the handsome males and females who parade themselves for our amusement. How handsome that is a pair that one likes to see at the cards and see how sharp they are.

Abandon ship there is nothing here abandon ship there is no girl in here. Abandon all hope who entr

Looks like a dimwit to me someone wails and they sail across as the daughter of some card sharp who knows a thing or two about the economics of glamour and some other unkindness which the poor must do to misbehaved girls. Then they walk on past spitting and hissing that it was a disgrace a disappointment that I had not showed promise.

"I am trying to write as quick as I can so that I can show promise."

"Did not your auntie teach you anything?"

"I told her showed her everything the literature the films she just will not take it in."

"We are most displeased."

"Your daddy will go mad and his mask will fall off and when it does he murders people."

"Why do people wear masks?" I ask in a pleasing voice that irritated the woman somewhat.

"Don't you care he kills when you do that sort thing?"

"I have not seen any dead bodies." I speak out of turn said my mother.

"She did not speak out loud she just pinched me."

"What did I say what did you speak about now?"

"I am not lying only saw once a dead body and that man was odd and old."

"That was your granddad do you know what it means??"

"I never saw him again."

"Well you look pleased."

"I am."

"Don't you have any feelings?"

"Yes I do."

"Well where are they?"

"In my bosom."

"Let me have a look?"

"No I am going to bed and no deal."

"Well that sorts you out is she a imbecile or what how old is she"?

"She thinks she is seven."

"Well how odd that is when it happened did it not?"

"Yes about that time."

"Well when does she recover?"

"She said she wants nothing to do with our trade."

"How will you live my dear Zeks? It is shocking."

"We'll manage."

Mother was thinking perhaps about the food and all that my weakness was for food.

Captain fled the ship left by the door back door to be exact did not turn his head and then smiled an agreeably smile. His capacity to cope he said was now swelled to such a pitch he would have to flee in order to recuperate at sick bay. His nervous exhaustion was being tended by a good doctor and her doctrines said this is the way forward and opened her legs.

Open wide and wider still I said no skin off my nose the thing was had other matters to attend to and they were messy unpleasant did not matter and were inconsequential and so the captain left was a relief. His important self-disillusioned by the whole thing said why is it that I am to blame? While the balance of the sea was asway he married the doctor and they were now in less rocky climate where they could work and work and enjoy life.

They had a whole lot of fun and games and then they sent a picture of themselves selves to the world as they needed to make the world aware of their happiest hours. Come back to me did not matter as they had found sin and then dingy does were not their cup of tea. In poverty environment love and sex did not happen. I was tried and not wanted cast adrift and then began to learn how to swim and I took my charges in my care and led them to the reality of being poor this is the ports you must avoid and these are the thoughts you must have and always be polite.

The captain was useless now his wife had eyes and he could not see without her. Her eyes everywhere and he said I am lame now take me back. So, we threw him overboard. To see with that eyes and not to see reality was the essence of stupidity and like everyone else I blamed the captain too? He left us stranded in the lurch and there is nothing the meaningless fools would not have had to do to take back the ship.

Pirates everywhere and that it was our fault did not meet the requirements or the dictates of our conscience endeavours to fight against the evils which we do not condone and everywhere it states it is wrong. But we all do it.

Ourselves have to be found somewhere and we are found wanting and needy to such an extent we want our captain back who had fed us and did not bleed us dry. Pirates are such a thoughtful robberies they leave one with the crust of bread when they take the whole loafs and then I thought about fishes in the sea and the seascapes being angry and then wept the folly of being the goodness of being annoyed and then feeling helpless as I sang out loud to the world and made the worst of bargains with the ally of the captain.

“Our captain had been sick and annoying and tired what was our excuse for letting him down as well?”

“His he-man-ship had been too much for his back and he had to relax.”

“Does it matter he married himself for such a long distance.”

“He did indeed to think he was thinking of us the whole time.”

“He a corrupt individual?”

“Not our captain.”

“He just needed a holiday.”

“He now swims like a fish has become a fish drink like one too.”

“Like Ajax you mean?”

“Yes, his back was giving out holding the ship.”

“Well it is a fact he had to let it go in order to play the captain a wee bit longer.”