That Sinking Feeling
No one prepares you for somethings in life. There are instructions and manuals for just about anything. You can get instructions on how to build a bomb or how to cook a meal or how to get rid of pimples on the internet, but no one prepares you for certain more arduous aspects in life and quite honestly I have just come to realize that there probably is no answer. It is a path of self-discovery where you simply need to roll in the mud, get dirty and figure it out for yourself.
My story until a few years back was at least that of an average girl living her average boring life. I had the same stupid dreams, ridiculous visions of grandeur and an optimistic outlook on life for lack of a better word. I always thought I was different, that I would achieve something when I grew up, I would be someone unique...but most of all, I would be happy.
Until this date, happiness has eluded me. You might think that happiness is a mindset. It is up to us to be able to find our happy place, a world where we can exist in peace and live happily amidst our friends and family. However, what I have come to realize from all my years on this planet is this...Happiness is a gift and it chooses its residents with much care.
- Misserable Margaret
