Falling
I wake up and there I am
I look up and then I see a hand
I reached for it and to my surprise it pulled away
I reached for it again but slipped and it slowly faded away
Why did it do this? What have I done?
I been good to everyone yet here I am falling and no one will help
Will someone help me? Anyone
I want help. Just from someone
But no one will come
No one wants to help because no one cares
I guess no one will miss me
If I disappear
I keep falling and only think of my friends
Why won’t they help?
I guess I don’t mean anything to them
Will they even miss me?
Some days they look upon me with laughter or with pity
I guess they weren’t really friends
Maybe this is what I deserve
Maybe falling and falling to somewhere deep down
My misery will fade and everyone will be happier
I keep falling and falling
Will my pain ever end?
Or will I live in agony
My life was the worst and this might be what’s best for everyone
If I fall and fall until I can’t be reached and nowhere anyone will find me.
I guess I never realized it but everyone was just waiting for me to fall. For me to slip up. I wanted to pretend everyone liked me and if I was nice it would become reality but I guess some people can never change what they think.
Just give up and don’t look back
Fall and don’t say goodbye
Cause no one will miss you
Maybe if I fall and disappear life and everyone lives will change for the better
