1: end of me
Why?
Why was I born?
I know I’m the burden you all carry,
How I wish I was dead the time I was an infant,
Going through these stages was the most difficult thing I ever did,
How surprised I am that I survived till here,
Tried everything that could end me,
Don’t know what stopped me from doing this,
Is there someone who cares about me?
Is there someone who loves me?
Where are they now? Can they see my pain?
Plastering a smile,
I ignore them knowing if I ever showed them my real feelings,
I’d be taken advantage of.
They know my name but not my story behind,
Oh how I wished I could kill myself.
