Mistake
You were just a mistake
All this toxic hate has put my life at stake
I’m sick of your mind games, they drive insane
I’m tired of the way you play my mind
How else are you gonna blame me now
What did you mistake me for
Why’d you have to crush my whole world
Why don’t you leave out that front door
To get head over heels for the girl next door
Because through all this pain I still try to stay sane
Just give me a break, don’t call me
I don’t wanna see your name
Everything you said to me
Has been messin’ with my brain
Why’d you always have to beg for more
Why didn’t you tell me before
That you had feelings for another one
When you left, I was earth without its sun
I was never happy when you were around
In my emotions I always drown
These commotions are just too loud
You never let me leave this house
In your mind, I guess I’m just your slave
Why can’t you see that
I just wanted to be free
These motions are sickening
These commotions are just too loud
For me this is more than enough
Because when I’m with you
The only sound I hear
Is the one that’s screaming
Please help me dear
Don’t let me near, don’t let me fear
How’d I put up with your crap for so long
I should’ve just left you when I still had the
Chance cause all you did was do me wrong
Now you’re the one with the last stance
All you did was break me me down
Made me weak, made me drown
You never let me be myself
I always had to live up to what you felt
You laughed at me like I was a clown
My world just turned bleak and flipped around
All you did was tear me down
I need somebody to help me now
Somebody to turn this frown upside down
Because you turned my world upside down
I was never happy when you were around
I wish you would listen to my words
Instead of just the sound
I wish you could feel my hurt
Show me what I’m really worth
I should’ve just left this earth
When I still had the chance
Because now i’m in a trance
Why can’t you see that
I just wanted to be free
These motions are sickening
These commotions are just too loud
For me this is more than enough
Because when I’m with you
The only sound I hear
Is the one that’s screaming
Please help me dear
Don’t let me near, don’t let me fear
All I feel is hurt, all I feel is pain, no escape
All you made me feel was weak
Now i’m on my knees
Begging for you please to let me free
Let me leave
You would put words in my mouth
I remember when you said I was happy whenever you were around
But it’s funny ’cause whenever you were around
All I felt was pain and fear
I knew this was heading south
All you did was make me suffer
You would drag me down under
I thought I would be your lover
But, now I realize I was just your other
I thought I would be the mother to your kids
But, now I realize, I was just for kicks
I see you, but I don’t hear you, I need you,
But I can only fear you, I can’t bear you,
But i’m still lingering near you
You’ve taken this to the extreme
I’ve always been part of your scheme
But now, your ripping my heart at the seam
Why can’t you see that
I just wanted to be free
These motions are sickening
These commotions are just too loud
For me this is more than enough
Because when I’m with you
The only sound I hear
Is the one that’s screaming
Please help me dear
Don’t let me near, don’t let me fear
The only sound I hear
Is the one that’s screaming
Please help me dear
Don’t let me near, don’t let me fear
No matter how hard it seems
I used to believe
You were once a beam
That guided me home
But now I just feel so alone
You’ve always wanted the satisfaction of love
You never got it ’cause you became too hard to love
You chose her above me
Now I don’t know what to believe
While I don’t really mind the rain
You drove me past my breaking point
But without all the pain
I just don’t see the point to feel again
You messed with my brain
Drove me up the wall
Every night I sleep I feel as if I never wake up
Just want to end this nightmare
Take the fall and end it all
But then I wake up and I realize it’s not a nightmare
It’s just another one of your little games
You locked me up, hid the key
And kept me trapped in this emotional
Rollercoaster they all call “love”
Why can’t you see that
I just wanted to be free
These motions are sickening
These commotions are just too loud
For me this is more than enough
Because when I’m with you
The only sound I hear
Is the one that’s screaming
Please help me dear
Don’t let me near, don’t let me fear
I’ve finally found the key
It’s time for me to leave,
You’ve kept me trapped here for so long
And now I am finally free to be me.
I can finally let you go
And forget all the things you put me through
Just call me obsessed but I guess
I’ve got nothing left But the hole in my chest
And the memories of pain and regret
The nightmares and fears
But I know, that I should go
And leave, reap what I sow
I finally broke through your chains
Burst through your walls
And got rid of all the pain and sorrow you gave me
